Chapter 48

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YN's POV

"Carving is the art of carving objects, or of carving designs or writing on objects.. " the professor trailed off as I just stared at her blankly.

"Madame YN" Charlotte whispered against my ear bringing back my thoughts to the class.

She's been my closet friend since I got here. She reminds me of Bethany but the wilder version.

"Thinking about HKD again?" She whispered again being careful not to be caught by the professor.

I told her about Taehyung and I and how we broke up since then she's been calling him HKD, meaning Hot Korean dude.

"No I'm not" I whispered back to her

"Miss we would all like to hear what's so interesting that you can't stop talking about it" My eyes grew to saucers, she's referring to me. I talked just once and I'm already caught?.

"We were just talking about HKD" Charlotte chimed proudly exposing us while I pinched her stomach.

"We're sorry Prof, we won't disturb your class again" I apologized on behalf of Charlotte and I.






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I laid on my bed staring at the ceiling. I've been feeling empty since I came here. The break up with Taehyung has taken a huge toll on me.

I didn't think that staying away from him would be this bad and heartbreaking.

"Ugh you're so boring" Charlotte busted into the room groaning. "Let's go out, dibier is hosting a party tonight and we're both going, and don't tell me you're not going!" She shouted literally flying to her drawer to chose a dress.

She attends every party being hosted both the one she was invited to and the one she wasn't. And she always call me boring because I don't attend with her.

Not that I don't like parties, heck I worked at a club, just that I don't feel like going to any parties and watch people make out like there's no tomorrow.

"Here wear this!" Charlotte threw a blue dress at my face, I quickly peeled it off my face shooting her a death glare.

"Charlotte I'm not going" I informed turning on my bed.

She rolled her eyes dragging me from my leg off the bed.

"Charlotte please stop" I whined. I'm this close to kicking her head if she doesn't leave me alone.

There's no way I'm going to any party.




"I can't believe you made me come here" I exhaled scanning the crowd.

"Just enjoy the party, forget HKD for tonight"

"His name is Taehyung!" I corrected before she dragged me to her group of friends seated in a corner.

"Hey Amy!" Charlotte chimed waving her friend in the pool. Are they skinny dipping?!

Yes they are!

"Looks like we have a new one here" A haggard looking guy commented scanning me up to down.

He looks high, with his eyes bloodshot.

"Oh this is YN, she's my roommate, this is her first time at this kind of parties" Charlotte introduced me to her friends.

"Here have some" A girl looking like she was hit by a makeup truck shoved a strange looking drink into my hand. I glaced at Charlotte and she gave me a wink making her way over to another guy and sitting on his lap.

I took a look at the liquor in the foil cup and looked back to them, they were all staring at me. I began to feel weirded out.

"Go one have some" Charlotte said and I did as she said.

After taking a huge sip of the drink I felt like my tounge would fall off. What the fuck is this?!

"It's called Spirytus Stawski"  My eyes shot open! What the hell!

"Just wanted you to get high much quicker" Charlotte announced and I could already feel my leg begin to wobble.

It was just a sip, okay maybe a big sip.

"Wanna dance?" The guys Charlotte was just sitting on stood up and took my hands and dragging me to the dance floor.

Why did he even ask if was was gonna just drag me along.

I just went along with what was happening because I was already drunk. I haven't even been here for an hour and I'm already this high.

I felt like I didn't have control over my own body any longer.

His hands snaked round my waist pulling me closer to his frame

"You're eyes are pretty" he said

"Tch there's nothing special about my eyes, they're just brown" I rolled my eyes moving my body at the same pace with him. Who the hell is he trying to impress.

"I'm Kilian by the way" He smiled. I wouldn't deny the fact that he's cute, or is it the buzz in my system speaking? I don't know.

"And I'm forever made for Taehyung- opps" What the hell am I saying? How could I introduce myself with that?

"What?" He laughed "who's taehyung?" He cocked a brow.

I suddenly started laughing and before I knew it tears were already streaming down my cheeks.

"Uhm what's wrong? Are you crying or laughing?" He cupped my face with his hands wiping my tears. I couldn't even answer his question because I don't even know what emotion I'm going through right now.

"Excuse me" I stormed out of the house pulling out my phone and dialing the number of the person I miss and love the most.

"Hello?" Hearing his voice after this short period of time is making my loose it.

I probably wouldn't be doing this if I was sober and In my right state of mind.

"You mother fucking basted!" Was all I could say.

"YN?" He said sounding unsure.

"I miss you so fucking much Tae" I cried out finally saying out what I've been longing to say.

"Please come and take me away from here" I further said.

"YN are you in danger? Where are you?! Why's that place so noisy? Are you okay?!" He sounded worried.

"At a club" I hiccuped let out an embarrassing and ugly laugh.

"What the hell are- okay YN I want you to find your way home, are you there alone?"

"I'm here with Charlotte" I said in a low voice

"Love I have no idea who Charlotte is" he laughed and I felt butterflies in belly. He's still able to make me feel some kind of way even just by laughing.

"And I was dancing with some guy" I hiccuped again.

"What? YN get your ass back home. Don't let the guy get close to you again, he might be a pervert or even a serial killer" He's just jealous and overreacting.

"I miss you Tae, and don't forgot that I love you so fucking much okay?!" With that I ended the call going back into the party to take Charlotte with me back home.


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