Chapter 19: Heart and mind

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"Sshh it's ok ...I said I got you." 

All of a sudden Leo felt hot, his hands began to shake. Words repeating in his mind, 'What am I doing? What am I doing? But he cannot stop. He cannot stop the curiosity, the sudden desire to explore this body before him.

Leo was only able to do what he was doing with the knowledge that The PT was inactive. Unaware of his desires, his shameful desires to explore. 

It isn't long before the white shirt is unbuttoned. Leo pulls the shirt apart and over the shoulders eyes glued to the smooth torso in front of him. 

He lets his hands press against the pliable skin, he closes his eyes as his palms slowly kneed at the soft feeling pecs, he pulls his lips into his mouth at the contrast of the feel of the soft chest compared to the more robust nipples.

His mind becomes a fog, thoughts and feelings fighting against one another. This was wrong...so wrong, but here he was wanting, no...craving the touch of this artificial life form before him. Leo feels a tear begin to roll down his cheek, in sheer frustration. 

Then his heart feels like it has momentarily stopped. He hitches a breath as two hands wrap around his wrists.

Leo opens his eyes to see The PT staring at him, with piercing brown eyes. Its expression is warm, comforting. Two thumbs circling over the back of Leo's hands. "Now you see me as I see you." Is all it says before it takes a step closer towards Leo. 

He doesn't have any time to comprehend what is happening with the hands, once wrapped around Leo's wrists, now brushing away the stray tear whilst pulling at Leo's waist, making him step closer. 

"Don't cry Leo, you have me...Cameron." 

"C...Cameron?" Leo repeats. "Cameron?" 

"Yes." The PT repeats. "I got you ok?" The PT, or was it Cameron, pulls a very emotional and confused Leo in for a hug, holding Leo so tight, that he feels so safe, so secure in the embrace. 

Leo rests his head on Cameron's shoulder, his hands slowly making their way around Cameron's waist. It's then he lets it out. The tears, the frustration. He clings on tightly to Cameron.

"Sshh it's ok ...I said I got you." 

"I...I don't understand... how?... How are you?" Leo pulls himself away from the embrace. 

"The download, my brainwaves coded, it's illegal." Cameron begins.

Leo feels so emotional. He can't take in what he is hearing. It's almost too much. "I can't do this, I can't feel this way about you." Leo begins.

It..it...it..iii...Good evening Leo, I seem to be half dressed, are you wishing to explore body parts?" 

Leo now pulls back completely. "Cameron?" He squints his eyes, staring at the tutor, its eyes returned to its normal green state. 

"Yes, my body is based on the creator's son, Cameron. Remember?" 

"Yeah...I remember." Leo replies with a sigh. "You can do up your shirt." He turns his back on his tutor and heads to the bed, laying down on it on his side. 

There is a knock at the door suddenly, causing Leo to look back over his shoulder. "Leo?...it's dad, can I come in?"

"Shall I answer the door for you Leo?" The PT is moments away from placing its hand on the door handle, with its shirt still loosely hanging unbuttoned!

"No.no.no..."Leo says as low as he can, "quick, put this on." He grabs a pink hoodie from his desk chair, throwing it in a panic at his tutor, who thankfully catches the garment with one hand and proceeds to pull it over its head. 

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