Poem Diary

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I miss you, 

I miss your presence, 

I miss your warmth, 

I miss everything. 

How can you leave me? 

It's been eighty-seven days, 

Since you went to a better place,

At least, that's what I want to believe. 

I got depressed after you left, 

Anxiety didn't spare me either, 

I'm constantly afraid, 

Someone else would leave me here, 

Here alone, in this terrible place. 

You left so suddenly, 

Without a goodbye, without a sound, 

I woke up only to face the freezing you, 

Who wouldn't answer my calls no matter how much I shout. 

I wept, I cried and stood by your bed, 

Looking at you, who's already dead.

How desperately I hoped that day, 

That you'd open your eyes, that you won't decay. 

The emerald straight line on the black screen, 

Tore my world apart as my heart screamed. 

I thought we still had time, 

I really thought that we had time. 

My last words were goodnight,

But I never expected there would be no good morning. 

I don't know what to do, 

I'm lost, I'm sad, I'm broken, 

I want you to come back, 

I want to go back to the past. 

But unlike the novels I wrote and read, 

I have no second chance. 

I can only live on, 

With you in my heart,

Holding onto the belief that we'll meet again, 

Someday, somewhere, in another place,

And hopefully, I'll be your grandchild again. 

I'm sure we'll meet very soon, 

Very soon...