UnKnown

The tears behind her graceful eyes,
The words behind her zipped mouth,
The way she was tolerating the pain,
Which she was unwilling to bear but
Was forced to...
The path she wanted to choose but
Was forbidden to...

She bottled up her emotions just...for...
The sake of... The sake of... Fake people.
She wasn't hiding her pain but was forced to,
She wasn't odious, but was a little lame to
Believe that all the people were having
Blue circles over their head but forgot
That they can also come out someday with
Red horns over their head...!

She was unknown to the meaning of pain until
She started having a feeling of abundance...
She came to be known to the feeling of pain...

The days she held her eyes wide open lying supine to the ceiling,
The days when no one came to encourage her to stand up  ,
and show others that she's strong.
The days when she started being unpleasant,
No one showed up to her, in the way they did,
When she had injured her back.

Days after days,
Thinking,
Blubbing,
Quitting.

She felt to end her life like a film,
She felt to hang herself like a hanger,
She felt to cut herself like a paper,
But,
Soon, she started being herself,
She started loving herself,
She started becoming beady eyed from Misty eyed.

As in the reality of life,,
She believed that every end marks a new start.

She came out of her shell,
She came out of her fantasised world which was filled with Angeles faces,
She was a poised lady,
She thought
That she could handle everything happening around her ,
She thought that she was then strong enough to face everything,

But, things didn't go as she imagined It to be,
It went far from her thoughts,
She lost the control over herself again,
She lost herself again.....

She thought, No
She thought to quit,
NO
she thought again...

She got up from her bed,
Pulled out a chair,
Found out a shawl,
Wrapped the shawl on her neck,
Then to the fan,
Climbed over the chair
And -----

She woke up,
She screamed,
That one night mare changed her,
She woke up from her egregious dream
~
The tears behind her Misty eyes,
The words behind her zipped mouth,
The word "friends" which she changed to "fake" .
                                        -Rainbo