Only If She Knew✔️

chapter : 13

"Actually she is my friend Shehnaaz. My close friend who love me so I let her do whatever she want. Because I can't accept her in my life so..", Sidharth said and stopped in middle to let her cook her own story in mind. Sidharth pulled her towards himself and placed his hands on her waist to cage her in his arms

"Leave me you idiot. How can you let someone enter like this. Either I will kill her or you if any of you decreased distance. Dare you cheat me", Shehnaaz said angrily, she tried hard to push him and come out of hold but his hold was more tighter than hers. Sidharth pushed her towards wall and caged her between himself and wall

"Shehnaaz mind your words. Neither I am cheater nor I am going towards her. She is nothing to me. Moreover how can you ask me this question when you were going to marry someone. Keep one thing in your mind Shehnaaz I am tolerating more than enough of your childish behaviour", Sidharth said angrily. He was taking everything in a funny way but when she asked him not to cheat her his blood boiled because of anger. He could not stop himself as he can hear anything but not her accusing him for cheating. He never even dared to look at another girl , so coming in relationship is impossible

"Then don't do it. I am like this and will be forever. I was not happy with that marriage either. If you show yourself loyal then even I am. Yes I admit I was going to marry him because of my family who care for me a lot . They asked me one thing and I was unable to deny", Shehnaaz replied with tears. Sidharth looked down and left her shoulder when he realised he was harsh on her, he don't loose his temper easily when he is with her but cheat word hurt him

He understood that her tears are just because of his rudeness not because of regret, he know her enough to understand hand state of mind. Shehnaaz shrugged her shoulders when Sidharth stepped back, for a second she was scared hearing his strong voice, his taunt and words hurt her but she was a girl who will keep quiet so she end up telling him her reason

"I am sorry and regarding your reply so Shehnaaz jusr use your mind. Everything is crystal clear", he said and was about to leave office when Shehnaaz stopped him by holding his hand

"Where are you going?", Shehnaaz asked thinking about that girl again, she is insecure. What if he left her in middle again? What if she get fooled by same person again? She can't loose again. She had enough in past, now she want to enjoy her life with him and his family. Even without his love as she know his family love her enough to give her strength

Sidharth turned towards her and his eyes softened noticing her tears. He came close towards her and wiped her tears. Her tears hurt him and especially that he is the reason. He passed a smile towards her and answered

"I have a meeting", Sidharth replied

"Don't feel bad Sidharth but I want to directly ask rather than having assumptions. That girl is no-one right? And yes listen to me clearly I will never forgive you if you left me again. Then you should forget the there was a girl named Shehnaaz in your life . I will kill myself on that day itself", Shehnaaz said rather to say warned. Sidharth kissed her forehead and dragged her towards chair. He gestured her to sit and stand in front of her

"That day will never come in swear upon my mother. Believe me I never dated anyone than you. I never looked at any other girl", Sidharth said clearing her misunderstanding and removing her insecurities too. Shehnaaz hummed and looked aside.  She is not yet ready to forget everything and move on. She don't have any motive to hurt him again and again but sometimes her heart always force her to ask him why he left her. Was she that bad

"You said we will forget our differences here then why are you behaving like this", Sidharth asked

"I am sorry what should I do now?",asked Shehnaaz not knowing what to do

"Are you really asking me? Hug me girl", Sidharth said. Shehnaaz nodded and hugged him, she thought to agree to his demands as somewhere she have hurt him but when she hugged him rather than giving him peace , she felt she needed that hug. She relaxed herself and kissed him on his cheeks. Sidharth blushed as he didn't ask for it but still she kissed which is more than enough for him

After this he left to attend one meeting and asked one of his investigator regarding Gill company. He don't care if they come on road even as he somewhere guessed that Shehnaaz was not happy in his disappearance. He was angry at her too for not taking stand for herself, if she did than she would be more successful than him

"No problem you will gain success soon guaranteed", he thought and looked towards investigator who jerked him

"Sir now Gill's are loosing in buisness and shares. Do you want to take their house?", Asked investigator. Sidharth shooked his head thinking about Shehnaaz who is his first priority and he have to marry her today to hide everything from her just like her father. He want to take his revenge from him without letting her know

"No wait for it. One more thing keep an eye on Shehnaaz. I mean don't scare her just keep one thing in mind noone should let her know about my plan. Be there if she need me. Just you not anyone else understood Karan?", He asked to which that Karan  nodded with a smile knowing well what she is to Sidharth. Sidharth don't trust people easily and he know he will never let anyone hurt his girl. He have watched him many times

" Sure she is my responsibility and my sister from today sir", replied Karan. Sidharth hugged Karan happily as there are many times when he would be busy in meetings and office so he can't guarantee he will be there for her everytime but with Karan he know Shehnaaz is safe

"Thank you", Sidharth thanked him

"No need. Just think about her. Don't let her go there again as if she went then her father will again fill her ears and now you are doing everything as well. Marry her and leave this place", suggested Karan

"Never......  I ran once in past but not again. I would love to face him daily . Just do one  thing find proof against him which will prove my innocence", Sidharth said to which Karan nodded. Sidharth left from there after talking with him to meet Shehnaaz. He want want her to get success in field as well because he left his dream in middle but will never let her dream incomplete
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