This Is My Life ; With Colby Brock

Part 9:// Triggering

⚠️ TW: Death, Abuse, SA⚠️

I've been laying in bed just staring at my ceiling. I kind of wish i had never left Colby's house. I miss him. I miss Sam, Kat, Corey, Jake, i miss them. They made me feel at home. But being here at my house all alone.. Nothing feels like home. I thought LA was supposed to be so exciting. Ugh. I just don't know anyone, or know any cool places, or anything like that. It just turned 8'o clock. I don't wanna sit in this house all day. It makes me feel so lonely. I decided to go out to go shopping. I can use a bit more decorations for my bedroom, and maybe grab some for the rest of the house. I got out of bed and walked to my bathroom connected to my bedroom. I quickly took my hair out and brushed it. I went back out to my closet, and grabbed a white crop top and my grew throw on hoodie. I set them on my sink, and started running the shower water. I quickly undressed and stepped in the shower. After my shower, i got out, i quickly put on Colby's grey sweat pants, my white crop top and my cardigan/sweater. i had blow dried my hair and put on very light, natural makeup. After i finished, i put my sneakers on and grabbed my phone, my car keys, my sunglasses and my bag. I stepped outside and the fresh air quickly hit me. I get in my car, and type "Ikea" into the GPS. Once the GPS started directing me, i followed it and turned on music. I arrived at Ikea and heard my phone ding.

My Love💗
Princess, where'd you go? I saw your letter, and i had started tearing up. We don't want you to go. We would actually prefer if you stay here. We fucking love having you here. Please love, come back home.

                                                                             Me
                            Colby, i didn't want to go. As soon as i left, i wanted to come back. But i couldn't do that to you guys or myself. I love you guys with all my heart. I just hope you guys don't forget about me..

My Love💗
Baby, please listen to me. We want you here. We truly care about you. Once i told them you left, they started tearing up thinking they did something wrong to make you leave. Princess please just come home. I need you.
  
                                                                                    Me
                  I love you guys. Colby, i want to do fucking bad. i'm just not sure if i can. I want to talk to you about something in person.. I'm out shopping right now so text me at 11 and we can meet up and talk. Okay?

My Love💗
Okay princess. Please drive safe out there and be careful. Text you soon.

Seeing him text me that, broke my heart. I'm falling in love with him. And i'm scared to. Ever since Noah. Yes Colby makes me feel safe and i'm happy around him. But I'm scared. I'm so fucking scared..

After getting decorations for my room, i saw this picture frame and it said "Momma & Daughter, two best friends". I picked it up and put it in my cart. Speaking of my mom, i should probably call her, see if she's doing okay. i pulled out my phone and pressed on her contact. You have reached the voicemail box of... "What the fuck? Mom always answers her phone, especially if her kid is on the opposite side of the country. It went straight to voicemail. Let me call grandma" i thought to myself as i pressed on my grandmas contact. "Hello Honey" my grandma said as she was sniffling like she was just crying. "Hey grandma, have you seen momma? Are you crying? What's wrong?" i said frantically.  "Honey. Something bad happened. Momma passed away. She got into a bad accident. I'm so sorry baby. I'm so damn sorry" she cried hysterically. "W-w-what? No, no she couldn't have died, i didn't even get to see her before she left because i was in the hospital, grandma no" my voice cracked as i started crying. "I'm sorry honey. I will text you the details for the funeral. I love you" she said quickly. "Okay grandma, i-i love you" i replied before she hung up. Before i completely broke down in the middle of Ikea, i quickly left my cart and ran out to my car. I hopped in the driver side door in disbelief. With tears in my eyes, i started driving home at a fast speed. Faster than i should've. I finally made it home, i quickly jumped out the car and ran up to the front door, as i was about to walk in, i noticed it was already open. I was scared to walk into my house.. I quickly pulled out my phone:

                                                                                     Me
  Colby, i need you, i need you more than ever. FUCK please.

My Love💗
Princess are you okay? What's wrong? Where are you?

I walked into the house slowly before i looked back at my phone to be able to read Colby's message. As i walked in, i didn't see anyone. I walked up the stairs and down the hall to go to my room. Just as i was about to walk into my room, i heard a loud bang, coming from behind me. I quickly turned around, and saw a door slowly opening. I ran to my bedroom to text Colby :

                                                                                       Me
                                                    COLBY HELP PLE-

My Love💗
Baby?! Baby what's wrong?! Are you okay?! Baby where are you!? i'm coming now !!!!

Right after i sent the text saying what i could to Colby, i saw someone, someone i hated and was petrified of, come into my room. He grabbed me by my wrist and......

AN: CLIFFHANGER !!!! I love you guys