Chapter 30

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{ Ariana's pov }

I was on my way to Y/n's apartment because a few days ago she told me to come today so I just did that. We haven't seen each other in a while so I was really excited

I opened the door, and I wish I never did. There were beer bottles scattered around the floor and some half naked girls in her living room. She was sitting on the couch with two of them next to her

"What the hell" I said and she turned around

She pushed the girls off her and ran over to me

"Ariana shit I'm sorry" she said but I shook my head

"Am I really this fucking worthless to you?" I asked

"No, of course not" she said

She grabbed my hands but I shook them off

"It seems like it. You prefer spending time with those sluts than with me" I said

"We might be hoes but we're not sluts" the fucking blonde bitch with long hair said

"Since when do you like blondes?" I asked Y/n but she ignored me and talked to that bitch instead

"You didn't get payed to talk" she told her causing me to laugh

"You even paid them? You're hilarious" I laughed and shook my head

"It wasn't me who called them" She said but I just shook my head

"Ariana baby come on" she said

"You don't get to call me that" I said

"You even have a boyfriend. You can't say shit about calling those girls sluts" she said

I looked at her with tears in my eyes

"How can you fucking say that? Wow that's low, even for you. How could I've ever thought that there's really something else except darkness inside your heart" I said

"Fuck" she said after she realized what she said

"I'm gone. Don't try contacting me or shit. Just delete my number. You're good at deleting things from your life" I said before turning around and walking away

"Wait" she said and ran over to me where we were alone

I put my hands on her cheeks and looked into her eyes

"I love you Y/n Payne" I said

She tried to look somewhere else but she couldn't

"I love you so much, it consumes me. I love you. I know you love me too. Tell me you love me and everything we've done, all the lies, the hurt. Tell me it was something" it was quiet for a few seconds

My hands left her face and slid down to hold her t-shirt

"Maybe it was" she said and I looked at her with my eyes full of hope

"But it's not anymore" she said before walking away and leaving me there

I left her apartment after that and tried to hold back my tears

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