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I saw him being taken away.
They rush him to the hospital.
I cried my heart out on the drive to the hospital in the car with Mason. Finn was beaten up pretty badly when Cameron showed up.
I don't know how he is doing.
My thoughts are running fast through my head. Only bad ones.
They won't let me see him.
He has been in the operation room for 5 hours now and we heard nothing. Dad is here as well as Tyler's mother.
I bounce my leg up and down trying to relieve the stress I am in right now. "Honey want to go home and shower, put on some clean clothes?" My dad says as he puts his hand on my shoulder and leans down on my level. Me being seated.
"No! I am fine as I am!" I say immediately. I am not leaving this fucking hospital until I hear something from the doctors.
I can't do this without him.
We are going to be parents and raise the baby together.
I can't live without him.
He is my oxygen.
I can't.
I can't.
I can't.
Fuck. Tears start to come out again and I stand up from my seat and go on another empty hospital hall and lean my back on the wall.
I sob through tears. "I can't lose him! No I can't!" I whispered and my hands grip my hair.
"Honey are you okay?" Dad watches me in this condition. His hands wrap around my head and pull me in his chest. "I am scared dad!" I sob in his chest.
"Everything will be okay honey! Breath for me!" I can hear Tyler's voice telling me the same thing when I used to feel down and when I had a panic attack.
"I can't do this with out him dad!" I say again. "What do you mean Jasmine?" He cups my face in his hands.
"Dad! I am pregnant!" He says nothing, just hugs me tight. "Everything will turn out okay one way or another."
"I can't!" I keep saying that.
I feel nothing anymore.
Just broken.
I feel weak.
I can't stand in my feet.
I can't breath.
I need him here with me.
Dad goes and grabs me a bottle of water and helps me calm down. My chest hurts as I feel a lot of tension and pressure on me right now.
