crawl ( f.w )

fifteen.

once the day finished, finn and gaten walked me to my dorm. ' just to be safe ' as they said. despite what happened earlier, i was already over it. sometimes i forget i can't just be walking out in public when im a famous well known actress.

i spent the next couple hours working on my song for finn. constantly telling myself that it'll be better than last time. that he won't break my heart. maybe im over exaggerating and finn is someone who can actually treat me good..

i sighed and grabbed my phone opening twitter.

@ taylorevanslol: cheesy but i'd catch a grenade for you lol

my heart is telling me to give finn a chance and to let him in but then my mind is telling me not to fall for it again. the voice to my heart was louder than my brain was.

finn started to appear in my mind as i laid back against my pillows. his luscious hair. the way his dimples deepened when he smiled. the way his eyes sparkled when he spoke about something he loved.

oh god..

am i falling in love with finn wolfhard?

i mentally cursed at myself but then again, now that i thought about it. i was happy. every time i'm with finn or his name is mentioned, i get butterflies in my stomach and i begin to feel my face get hot.

suddenly my phone chimed with a notification. i looked at the screen to see that finn had quote retweeted my tweet.

@  finnskata: lol me too.
@ taylorevanslol: cheesy but i'd catch a grenade for you lol

redness took over my entire face as i threw my head into my pillow, squeezing my eyes shut. no matter if my eyes are opened or close, i always seem to think about finn.

i sat up fast and completed my song for finn when i got an email from someone. my eyes scanned the words on my screen and my face lit up once i realized what i just read.

i ran out my room and down to the living room where sadie and millie were both working on homework.

" i got invited to sing at an event! " i shouted happily. millie and sadie both hugged me as we cheered in excitement.

" where at? " millie asked me once we calmed down.

i giggled nervously as i scratched my neck. " in florida. "

" florida? " both girls questioned at the same time.

" yes. " i answered back with a small frown. " i don't have to go- "

" no your definitely going. i just didn't think it'd be across the country. " millie laughed.

" well i'm able to bring whoever so everyone is literally coming with me! " i spoke. " i think finn also got invited. "

i exited out of the email and started to facetime finn. it rung twice before he answered.

" hey tay what's up? " finn smiled into the camera.

" i just got invited to sing at hotspot! the event in florida. " i said to finn. his face lit up.

" that's amazing! i got invited too! " finn cheered. " they emailed me 5 plane tickets. "