A Piece of poetry

Blue wires

I can't control my own feelings.
I can't always be good.
I have troubles in my believing.
I ruin everyone's mood.

When the lights are coming down,
I always tell the wires to get out.
They used to be inside of me,
They stuck in me like a disease...

The night falls and I become different.
I try to run away, but nothing works.
My existence is full of secrets.
And inside me, only wires and void.
Don't touch the wound, it's still too raw.
I don't hope for tomorrow. No...
'Cause the lights will never turn on anymore.

It's like I pick up a book, but the pages are empty.
They got me hooked, but it doesn't matter.
I don't know how to do it better.
I'd like to get rid of them, but it won't happen.

Sometimes I feel like I'm going crazy.
It seems to be easy, and I wanna dancing.
They took my soul. You can feel the tension.
I lost my voice and I lost direction.
Maybe I'm a ghost and I spread this infection.

The night falls and I become different.
I try to run away, but nothing works.
My existence is full of secrets.
And inside me, only wires and void.
Don't touch the wound, it's still too raw.
I don't hope for tomorrow. No...
'Cause the lights will never turn on anymore.

This disease is out of my control.
I take pills, but it doesn't help me.
And I feel my blood getting colder.
It was a dream.
The night is over.

Electrical current flows through my blue wires.
Tell me, isn't it funny?

The night falls and I become different.
I try to run away, but nothing works.
My existence is full of secrets.
And inside me, only wires and void.
Don't touch the wound, it's still too raw.
I don't hope for tomorrow. No...
'Cause the lights will never turn on anymore.