this is me trying c.s

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Rivers pov

I'm woken up to the sound of my phone buzzing, I really have to start turning off my ringer before going to sleep. I quickly remember that I fell asleep on Chris. We're nothing more than friends, I mean I literally just broke up with Will last night. It was rough. Chris just brings me a lot of comfort, like when I look at him. I don't know how to describe it.

Chris and I are in the exact same position as we were when we fell asleep. I slowly move my left arm off of his stomach to grab my phone, trying not to wake him up. The buzzing was a missed call from Jordan.

hey are you doing ok?

yeah actually
i'm ok
obviously not great but i'm ok

that's good
i'm with matt rn and he told me he dropped off chris at your house earlier today
is he still there?

yeah he is

what are you guys doing?

we just talked for a while and then we both fell asleep

like in the same bed?

yeah..

river stfu rn

what?

ok i know you literally got out of a relationship like less than 24 hours ago but he genuinely seems like he's good for you

yeah he's a good person

bitch i meant relationship wise

yeah ik but i can't even think about that rn
i don't have the brain cells
hold up
you're with matt?

i am

i'm sorry the last 2 days i've been so caught up with will and my own problems
tell me about matt
ik you like him

no don't worry about it
we talk about my stuff all the time

still

things are going good between us
we may or may not have kissed a few times

AHHHHHH
JORDAN
STOP
IM GEEKING
is he a good kisser?

LMFAO yeah
he's nothing like josh
matt actually cares about getting to know me
he even checked in on me yesterday to make sure i got home safe

stop i'm so happy for you

shut up

no really
from what you've told me about him you deserve someone like him
nah i'm fr geeking for you

you're done
you're making me excited and idek what him and i are yet

it's ok to not know
sometimes it works out better that way