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pettigrew

i think i owe you an explanation

well look who's back from the dead
hello
how are you?

vixen let me explain

depends
what's in it for me?
and don't call me vixen
it's jade to you
or better yet
mrs. black-potter
damn that has a perfect ring to it

jade
i'm sorry

i'm sorry peter
but i'm not accepting that apology this time
you didn't just betray me or our family
you betrayed harry and neville
you betrayed blaise and andromeda
you betrayed your niece and nephews
andy absolutely adored you, pete
and everyday it breaks me to see her walk around and cry because she can't find her uncle wormy
the other night the entire pack was over and andy didn't want anyone but her uncle wormy

i had no choice, jade

no
we took reg before he was sucked into this
anka ran away the night she almost got the mark
both of them go to sleep terrified someone will come in and kill them because of their choices
all you had to do was talk to us, pete
you're our boy
our sweet wormtail who always took care of us when we were at our lowest

i'm sorry jade

how long have you been a deatheater?

this isn't about how long

YES IT IS
SO HOW LONG

end of sixth year
used concealment charms until i couldn't anymore

you mean to tell me that all this time
ALL THIS FUCKING TIME
you planned to betray us from the start?
our nine years of friendship meant nothing?

it means everything to me, jade

then why, pete?

you'd never understand

you're right
i won't
i'll never understand why one would betray their family
after everything we've been through
ALL OF US
from blood curses to disownment
and you decide pull this shit

so that's it?
you're done?

this isn't a breakup you fucking twat
i'm just fucking done
i've been through hell and back
we all had
all of us may have had our fights, but we always pulled through
especially when one needed family the most
but this?
i don't think we can just bounce back from this
i'm sorry peter
i really am

jade please
i miss my family

and we miss you
but you better not show your face around our homes
because i will not hesitate to kill you

...

🐍minnie's children🦁

puppy🐕🖤
jade locked herself in her room
and i'm terrified to use alohomora

lion bitch🦁❤️
which room?

puppy🐕🖤
our room
there's a tree next to it

lion bitch🦁❤️
you seem to forget that i played quidditch for a living
give me two minutes

my moony🌙❤️
where's reg and anka?

puppy🐕🖤
accompanying azriel to the ministry to fight for blaise's custody
he has a pretty solid case on it
fingers crossed
prongs...
did you fall off the broom?

lion bitch🦁❤️
more like she threw a knife at me
i jumped down because i was terrified
this is fifth year all over again
except that she didn't call mum
and wood's not black and blue 💀

idk what you guys are talking about
i'm fine!

my moony🌙❤️
and i'm not a werewolf
see
i can lie too

YOUR LYCANTHROPY IS CURED
GREAT
GO TELL SUNNY

lion bitch🦁❤️
jade amelia black-potter
open the window or i'm going all heathers on you and snapped the lock open
padfoot go take a hike or something
just get out of the house

suck my dick

...

~Jade's POV~

"Want to tell me what's going on? Or do I need to confiscate the knives again?"

"Sod off, James." James sighed sitting next to me on the floor and read over the conversation. "Where did I go wrong?"

"You never went wrong with us, Jade. Is that all that's bothering you? Peter betraying us?" He asked noticing the tears in my eyes. "Come on... tell your big brother what's wrong. Maybe he can make it better."

"Every burden was placed on me. Fucking everything... I came up with the map, I found the final step into becoming animagi, and I took care of all of you. I took care of every single burden so shit like this wouldn't happen... And yet it still did."

"You didn't have to place everything on your shoulders, Didi. You could've talked to me. It's my family too."

"How could I? Taking care of my family is the only thing I'm good at! I'm not the perfect sibling or the perfect wife and mother, but I was good at making sure my boys were okay. I just wanted my boys to be okay." I choked out and James engulfed me in a hug.

"It's not your burden to carry, Didi. You did an amazing job in taking care of us, but you barely let us take care of you. You were always the strong one, even as kids." James chuckled. "What Peter did was selfish, but you don't have to go and blame yourself for this! And certainly not apologize to him. It was his decision, therefore it's not your burden to carry."

"But he was my responsibility, Jamie."

"No, he was his mother's responsibility, not yours. You don't have to apologize for something he did... Jade, you're a mother, a wife, teacher, a licensed cursebreaker and a Marauder and Queen. You don't have to apologize for anyone's actions but your own." James smiled pulling away and wiped my tears. "Now how about you and I fly around in our brooms for a while? Then we can cook your favorite food and mum's pie?"

"There's something else, Bam Bam..." I trailed off and he furrowed his eyebrows. "My period's late again."

"So? You're always... wait... NO BLOODY WAY!?"

"BABY NUMBER TWO IS ON ITS WAY!" I screamed and we both jumped around in excitement. "Pad's been waiting for the next Pack dinner, but I couldn't wait to tell you!"

"How far along?"

"Two months. I thought I was just bloating until the smell of meat made me sick and that's when I knew. I didn't get morning sickness or anything." I smiled as James jumped on the bed excitedly.

"Wait! This was planned or surprise?" He asked and I laughed. "It's a valid question!"

"Siri and I have been talking about it for a while and we decided to just wait it out. If it happens, it happens. If it doesn't, we keep trying until it does. Not that I'm complaining." I smirked and James gagged.

"Is he-"

"A power bottom? He definitely is."

"I KNEW IT!"

A/N: trying a new thing where I put the song that inspired me to write a chapter.

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