The Witch's Child (Re:zero)

Resolve

He already knew why he screamed, all three of them knew it actually. Their Father must have found the bodies of Rem and Ram.

He saw his past self scoff in annoyance, not realizing what's about to happen.

Mamoru clenched his fists, he hated this, not only because he was going to be forced to relive "that" moment, but also because he still doesn't get what he did was wrong.

Beatrice? He may have gone too far on that one, he's willing to admit that. But Rem, Ram and Roswaal? Rem killed him multiple times and was also planning to do it in this loop. Ram on the otherhand would have instantly blamed Subaru if something happened to Rem, whether it was his fault or not. And Roswaal? There was truly no need to explain as to why he needs to die, now was there?

In any case, Mamoru quickly steeled himself before following his past self. The Warlock on the other hand looked at his other self in a mocking way.

Warlock of Envy: For all the bravado you have, all of that confidence in yourself and you're scared by an old memory of Father yelling at you? You fucking pathetic little child, if you're going to do this, atleast don't start looking as pathetic as you do now.

Mamoru didn't even bother to glare at the Warlock as he continued walking behind his past self. He hadn't noticed it himself but his right hand was shaking slightly.

Mamoru followed the bloody Mamoru until they managed to arrive at their father's location. It was frankly obvious that his past self did this, considering the amount of blood on him. Mamoru remembered that he didn't bother to atleast try and clean himself off of the blood due to the excitement he felt when killing Roswaal.

Mamoru held his breath as the worst moment of his life happened right infront of him, his father yelling that he never wanted to see him again, telling him how amazing these killers are if you get to know them.

The young Mabeast had a hand over his face as he breathed heavily, trying to steady his own breathing.

The Warlock simply glanced at him while muttering something under his breath.

After Subaru was finished yelling at Mamoru's past self, the young Mabeast put both his hands on his face and started to mutter to himself.

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Like a broken doll who could only repeat a single sentence, his past self muttered and muttered that same sentance to himself over and over again.

His past self then looked up to look at his father with tears in his eyes.