Truth

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Crowd gathered around her car they while Sana got up she Was injured much but there was a slight cut on her forehead and it was bleeding, people were knocking on her window indicating her to open the door

“no Sana you can’t waste more time….its already late”  she again started the engine while the people kept banging her window as they were worried for her but Sana started the car.

On the other hand Sid went on many repair store but none were ready to do his work in half hour, dejectedly he went towards college he was feeling hopeless now, his career in on stake and he is regretting the words he said to Shehnaaz, he knew that its not her fault but he was too insane to understand anything then….
He had worked so hard for this project and now everything is finished he don’t what he will do now…his mind was jammed and he was aimlessly roaming on the college premises

“Sidharth” he heard but he didn’t turned back but kept on moving when a pair of hand stopped him

“Sid? Where are you lost? And where is your phone?” Rohit said but seeing his face he can guess that something is wrong

“Sid what happen?” he asked with a worried expression Sid looked towards him with sorrowful expression making him more worried
He took Sid to a secluded class “Sid what happen yaar?...today is our interview and you look so depressed…are you nervous?”

Sid looked towards him and gave him a sad smile “nervous? Why would I be nervous? Student who are giving interview should be nervous…bro you are also going for interview na? all the best from my side..”

“Sid why are you saying like this, you too are giving interview…infact you were the one who has motivated us all then why are saying all this rubbish”

“Interview? How can I give interview without presentation…my presentation got deleted” his voice choked in the end

“what?....how? and haven’t you kept backups”

Sid explained him the whole incident making him gasp, he too was feeling bad for him as he knew his excitement and expectation from this interview “Sid, don’t worry let us talk to professor he will definitely understand as you are a brilliant student”

“I have already done that yaar but he is saying that he can understand but companies won’t”

“then talk with Sukh uncle na….he will surely understand”t

“no…I can’t do that it will be a cheating now its all my fault I should have been more careful but I have blamed Shehnaaz entirely”

“Sid now don’t blame yourself please she will understand after all she is your bestie”

“yes… I know but I am guilty as I am hiding other things from her to” he said making Rohit frown

“what are you hiding?” he asked

Sid took a deep breathe this thought is disturbing him from days he need to vent out his feelings to someone and he thought to share with Rohit as he is his good friend and a nice person he will give him good advice today so much emotions were running inside his mind that it was suffocating him and he wanted someone to listen him without judging “rohit you remember the day when you asked me if I love Sana” he as asked and Rohit nodded in affirmation

“that day Sana heard our conversation”

“so…Sid get to the point”
“actually she heard half conversation where I told you that I love her she didn’t hear the part that I love her as a friend and she thought…”

“she thought that you love her”

“yes and she loved me too”
“then she asked you?”
“no she didn’t asked me directly but something else happen…actually abhi gave me ring to keep it for a day and when I went home it fell from my pocket and when I bend to pick it up and gave it to sana she thought….”

“that you are proposing her?” he asked and Sid nodded “God then what did you said? Didn’t you told her the truth?” he asked but there was someone who was listening to their conversation and she was Sana she stumbled upon hearing their conversation and ran from there…..

“Rohit I didn’t wanted to hurt her feelings she was looking at me with hopeful eyes and I didn’t want to break her heart moreover she has already suffered a lot in life so I said yes”

“Sid are you mad or what? How can you do this? You lied to her didn’t you thought of the consequences when she will get to know the truth?”
“I know but I thought that I don’t love someone else and moreover she is my bestie and who can be a better life partner for me than her but you know slowly I started feeling different around her I started forgetting everything above her she has became more important to me now…. I don’t know what’s happening with me but I want to spend each day of my life with her become restless when I don’t find her around, her love for me is unconditional which make me feel special make me feel loved and today I hurt her badly”

“Sid I think you are falling for her”

On the other hand

“Sid didn’t loved me” Thought Sana walking aimlessly in the corridor the words which she heard today was enough to turn her world upside down…she is feeling like she was seeing a dream and someone was ruthlessly woke her up from it, tears formed in her eyes as she thinks about it her eyes then fell on her hand, she wiped her tears
“excuse me?” she called a peon “yes mam” he replied

“aap ye Sidharth shukla ko de doge he is in room no. 34” she said
“ok mam but mam aapke sir pe” he said seeing her bleeding head
“yes main medical room mein hi ja rahi hu” she said smiling and the peon went away she walks towards the ground and sat on a secluded place, she fall on her knees and burst out in tears

“why? Why? Why God? Humesha mere sath hi aisa kyu hota hai…the time when I become the happiest when I feel that now nothing can go wrong at that time you snatch all the happiness from me I have compromised with my destiny that Sana and happiness can never be together then why did you gave me hope if it was destined to be shattered? What is fault? Am I that bad that I didn’t deserve any happiness..mumma…amma…I miss you amma…please aa jao na mere pass I need you….Sid…he didn’t loved me….he was showing sympathy to me and I was fool who didn’t understand that” she then remembers all the moment when she tried to get closer to him and he backed off even he never said her ‘I love you’ directly

“tu hi pagal thi Sanu jo dekh nahi paayi that you are forcing yourself on him….” She cried more as the realization was dawning upon her, she was feeling a sharp pain in her heart, she was feeling suffocated, choked, her breath started getting uneven
“Why Sid? Why don’t you love me? am I not good enough? Why did you made me see fake dreams? Why did you make fake promises to me why?” she yelled loudly, kriya word’s then started ringing in her ears “were you with me because you didn’t want to upset papa” then suddenly she started coughing badly she was trying to breath “papa…..Sid” she called her vision was getting blurry and then she fall into an oblivion.

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