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Unheard Voice and Unexpressed Feelings [2020-2021]

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This book consists of my nonsense ramblings, thoughts, experiences, observations, and vents. You'll get to know me through these short writings. So, before you make your judgment, try to read me first! :D Thank you! I decided to write what's on my...

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by yuchaemoon

24Feb2021
I vented to my mother about something yesterday for the first time since I arrived in the US. 😂 I was fed up and had enough that I couldn't think straight anymore and just blabbed to her. My baby was crying and shouting and hubby was pissed off about the video editor didn't help. They triggered all the worries and disappointments I've been keeping to myself for a long time! Having postpartum depression doesn't help as well. I could find myself breaking down at times without anyone knowing about it. I'm used to keeping anything to myself.

I'm a quiet person and not expressive. I don't like to bother people and meddle in their lives. I don't want anyone to get worried about so I always show them that I'm doing good.

But yesterday was one of those days that my patience got tested. I can say I'm a very patient person but these past few months it got really tested and I dislike it. I've been trying hard to divert my attention and pray when my feelings start to take over. I succeed but failed sometimes and I always fail guilty in losing my cool.

Yuchae Moon