Kabanata 14

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Kabanata 14:

When I was a teen, I always imagined what kissing felt like. Is it sweet? Intoxicating? Debilitating? Does it feel like I am floating in clouds like in the movies, and would I feel butterflies in my stomach like in some books? But now, I don't know how I will feel.

I feel good and scared to the point that I can't describe it anymore. Gavril's lips moved so aggressively that I had to stop and hold onto his arms just to stop my knees going weak.

My first kiss was snatched by my old servant.

I groaned when Gavril sucked my tongue like it was his favorite nectar. Kahit ayaw kong mapadaing ay hindi ko na napigilan. Hinawakan niya ang aking batok upang malalimin pa ang halik na kanyang sinimulan habang nanlalaki ang mata ko't naiwang nakaawang ang labi.

Kaagad akong napahawak sa kanyang balikat upang patigilan siya, habang may lakas pa akong natitira, habang nasa katinuan pa ako.

"G-Gav!" I pushed his shoulder. I felt small in his arms.

Sobrang lakas ng kabog ng dibdib ko at hindi ako magtataka kung marinig din niya iyon. I thought before that my future husband would eventually cheat on me because of our loveless marriage. I kept that in my mind, but I never imagined that I would commit a sin with a committed man.

I am not like this. Alora Ebony Lavelle will never be a mistress!

"Stop!" I ordered him, I almost didn't recognize my voice. I heard him curse before he stopped kissing my swollen lips.

Doon ko napansin na nakasandal na ako sa pinaka malapit na pader, parang nanghihina na ipinahinga niya ang kanyang noo sa aking pisngi at dahan-dahan lumuwag ang kamay niyang nasa aking batok at dumausdos iyon sa aking panga.

Napatulala ako sandali, umawang ang aking labi para magsalita pero hindi ko alam kung saan magsisimula. I felt his hard breath on my jaw, like I took all of his energy through the kiss that I didn't participate in.

Tinulak ko siya sa kanyang matigas na dibdib, ngunit wala man iyon nagawa, hindi siya natinag.

"W-Why did you do that, huh? You're already c-committed!" Napasinghap ako nang unti-unting naisip kung anong nangyari.

Hinalikan ako ng gurang na 'to! He fucking kissed me!

Naitakip ko ang likod ng aking palad sa aking bibig habang nanatiling magkalapit ang aming katawan. Unti-unti siyang humiwalay upang magpantay ang aming tingin, hindi ko alam kung bakit nangilid ang luha ko sa sobrang inis sa kanya at sa aking sarili.

Dapat mandiri ako, dapat magalit ako pero wala kong maramdaman na gano'n.

I know, maarte ako. Hindi ko maisip noon na makikipaghalikan ako o may hahalikan ako dahil naiisip kong nakakadiri pero kanina, wala akong naramdaman gano'n, his lips tasted sweet and hot.

His mouth twitched, but his eyes remained dark. I can see different emotions through those eyes; anger pain, desire.

Ang hiya sa aking katawan ay pilit kong itinago sa galit na mukha.

"You're fucking cheater! Idadamay mo pa ako sa impyerno!" I hissed at him.

His gaze was so intense. "I will never cheat," kaagad niyang sagot.

Pagak akong natawa sa sinabi niya, nginisian ko siya, ayaw kong ipakita na naapektuhan ako, na kung hindi niya ako iniipit sa pader ay baka napaluhod na ako sa sobrang panghihina ng tuhod ko.

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