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I would turn this whole thing around,

But I quite like how this turned out.

I like how I could finally make you cry

After every time you hurt me

I adore my will

To stand by and not comfort you

While you lose everything

You thought was important in your world

After you made me lose my gosh damn mind

I fancy the tears rolling down your face

And my hands that aren't wiping them away

Cause after so many years

Of taking your shit right and left

I finally see

How strong I could be without you,

How you've been the one

Making me feel so small

After destroying all my growth

And now I'm wondering

How I could ever have

Found comfort in your height

When you were the constant reason

For my lows.

Cause now I'm liking

The way your world is falling apart

And realizing

You never saw me as part of it.






a/N.

Y'all. My sunshine got mfing COVID! Ugh! I wanna cry. Seriously? Why would Hobi get COVID? This can't be happening, okay? First, JIN's surgery that just completely ruined my week, and NOW Hobi? Who tf is after them, I swear this is making me so mad, AAAHHH! 

That boy is nothing but good, I hope he gets well soon. It's nothing too bad apparently. But, I hope he can still make it to the Grammy's cause he deserves that so bad, they all do.

I'm crying, now. Thanks, COVID.

Sorry, but I needed to rant. I'm sad.

Love, ana_banana2103 <3

P.S. Please pray for my babies.

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