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Its been a month since everything. I still can't get what that man said to me out of my head. When I do sleep I have nightmares about the man laying in blood but it's not him. It's Shane or someone else.

Hozier let us take a week off of school. I mostly stayed in my room. Well the boys went around to patch the bullet holes around the house.

I really don't know how I was able to sleep when bullets where flying and people being killed. But then again so did Shane.

Remy and Kingston have been here alot and I'm not complaining there fun hanging out with. We mostly stay up in my room of Shane's.

It turns out Remy can't sleep most nights too, so we stay up watching movies, playing video games, just taking about life or going down to the gym to workout when he got out of the sling.

At first I thought I was going to die because of how much we worked out but know I find myself going down to work out when my mind is in a dark place.

Remy is at school now. Me and him have mechanics And German together. I was surprised when I saw him in German. It's the one class Shane doesn't have.

Its one of those nights where everyone asleep but me. So I'm just sprawled out on my bed looking up at the ceiling.

"I'm bored" I say out loud.
I get up with a sigh and walk to the bathroom. I start to take off my clothes as I wait for the water to be warm.

I look in the mirror and gasp at the chance to my body. When I got here I was extremely under weight, and my eyes and hair had no light in them.

But now, where my rids poked out is now covered in muscle, my arms and legs don't look like they could snap in half.

My scars stretch against the muscles making them stand out more. The one that stands out the most is the big one on my stomach.

He took a knife to me that night because I didn't make dinner on time. The scar is gadget from my attempts to stitch it closed. It was the first of many I have had to stitch.

I shake my head and got in the shower. I feel the hot water wash away the tension in my back and shoulders. I let myself relax and take deep breaths hold for 5 and let out for 5 I repeat this for a while.

Once I get out of the shower I look at the clock it was around 8 o'clock. I think its a normal time to be awake I think.

I got dressed in sweats and a big graphic tee. I walk down to the kitchen and saw Remy and Shane. They aren't  morning people so I just hug Shane and pat Remys back.

I make tea and sit down next to Remy. I would hug Remy but I don't know we have just high five or fist bump each other or pat each other's backs.

Shane leans on me. Push him off "I'm not a wall dumbass" Shean flips me off and I stick out my tongue at him.

I watch as he slumps off towards the living room probably  to lay down on the couch. "Do we have to go to school?" Remy grumbles out.

I shake my head "yes, we do. You and I have that project to finish." Remy grounds and gos to hit his head on the island but I move a rag under his head in time.

He glares up at me "what? We need your brains" I get up and wash my cup and put it away. "See you in the car" I say as I walk away.

I go to the living room and stands in front of a sleeping Shane. I poke him and he slaps my hand away. I get on my knees and get close to him ear. I go to open my mouth when Shane speaks "if you want to live then dont"

I move my head to side to side like I'm even considering. "Whats the point in life if you dont have fun with it?" And before he can do anything I scream in his ear and take off towards Hozier room.

This isn't the first time I've done this. I know it's a bitch move but to be fair he did it first. Now we just do it to each other.

                    Hozier POV
I'm half way awake when I here Frankie screaming. I roll my eyes and put a pillow on my face.

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And right on time Frankie bands down my door and jumps on my bed. Seconds later Shane dose the same.

Why? Why me God? They do this everyday and they go between me and Wyatt. They act like their 5 not 16 ans 17. I get up when one of the step on my stomach.

They both stop jumping on my bed me I glare at them. They look at each other before yelling "Run!!" Together.

They jump off my poor bed and run out of my room. I need to get up earlier. I sigh as I walk out and towards the kitchen.

I need to meet up with Eric and Nora. They both just got back from a mission that went well. They mostly got information on the Dzundza and what they are planning.

They have been to quite since they attacked us a month ago. I'm surprised that Frankie isn't as freaked out I thought she was going to be.

I walk in the kitchen and grabbed a cup of coffee and watch as the boys and Frankie eat well more of the boys then her. She just eating a piece of toast.

I dont understand how she eats so little, but I'm just happy that she gaining weight and building muscle. I don't care what she eats as long as she happy.

I look at the clock "it time" I yell over the chatter. I watch as they get up and move and dodge each other and walk towards the garage. Frankie is the last one she walks over to me and kisses my cheek and jogs to check up with the others.

How did I get so lucky with my family?

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