chapter thirty two

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Aubrey 🫀

hey baby. I don't know if I can say this in person because I feel like I would break down infront of you and that would be embarrassing of me😂😂😂

I don't know what you are going though. I really wish you would tell me but I know some things you want to keep to yourself and I respect that

but please don't think harming yourself  is going to solve it. I can't live without you solai.
if you won't stay for me please stay for amirah

there are some things I can't teach her as a father and needs a mother's guidance I just want her to grow up in a happy environment with two loving parents

Solai I love you more than myself.

Wife
im so so sorry.
im so sorry Aubrey

Solai came downstairs with tears in her eyes. He heard footsteps walking towards where he was sat waiting for a response

"Aubrey" she sniffed. He turned and held his arms out for a hug

As soon as she felt his arms around her she calmed down

"I'm sorry" she whispered

"it's all good" he said

"it's not Aubrey. I was thinking about myself not you and amirah. I'm a bad mother and girlfriend. I was selfish and if I died I would ruin your lives and everyone just because I wanted to escape my pain" she cried

"you wanted peace Baby that's not your fault okay. if you're not happy you have to do anything you can to but you chose the wrong way" he rubbed her back

"im not mad at you I just want you to be able to talk to me" he wiped her tears that kept falling

Solai took a deep breath

"take your time"

"I've had the worst pregnancy experience anyone has ever had. My child almost died thirteen times because of me. I was beaten almost everyday. I couldn't sleep because I was scared that acid was going to be thrown on my face"

"what do you mean acid thrown on your face?" Aubrey interrupted

"he tried to throw acid on my face so no man would ever want me again and I would be disgusting to look at" she said

"amirah almost died 13 times?" Aubreys voice cracked

"it was my fault I should've been careful with cleaning up my blood and crying too loud" she said trying to keep her tears in

whenever Jeremiah would beat her she would have to clean up her blood and wasn't allowed to cry because he didn't find weak women attractive

"oh baby I'm so sorry" he broke down. He hated that she went through this

"stop don't cry" she laughed a little wiping his tears and kissing his face

"I'm good I'm good" he took a few seconds to gather his feelings

They talked about everything and she got everything of her chest

"i feel better now" she smiled to herself

"I'm happy you do" he stared at her. She looked into his red eyes

"promise me you won't do anything like this again" he asked

"I promise" she kissed him

"we never speak of this again" he pointed to his face

"why? because you were cryinggggg" she teased him

"mhm as far as everyone knows Aubrey doesn't cry" he laughed

"Only for me right?" she smiled

"only for you baby"

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Three weeks later

"I know that ain't a motherfucking b" his cousin said smiling walking towards Aubrey

Aubrey was at a family get together and brought Solai and amirah with him. This was good chance for her to meet the rest of his family

"oh shit" Aubrey stood up and hugged him

"wassup nigga" they started there own conversation. Solai was wiping amirahs mouth when she threw up in her hand

"oh no" Solai said. It wasn't a huge amount

"Aubrey where's the bathroom?" she grabbed her baby bag and held mimi in her hand

"eeeek it's over where khalil is sat. You need help?" Aubrey asked and she shook her head and went to the bathroom

"who's that?" his cousin krept asked licking his lips

"my fucking wife nigga watch your eyes" Aubrey mugged

"you got a baby nigga?" Krept turned to him

"yea" he laughed making krept jump. Krept stood on the chair

"who knew ab got a girl and a child?" he asked everyone and everyone turned to Aubrey with surprise in thier face

"surprise" he said

"where she at?" Someone asked. They all came to him bombarding him with questions

Solai came out of the bathroom with amirah playing with her necklace everyone turned to her direction causing her to get nervous

"stop staring damn" Aubreys dad said making everyone go into individual conversations

"why they staring at me?" She asked

"cause they never seen you before that's it nothing bad"

"y'all is fucking weird" Aubrey watched his ex walk in

Jeremiah 2.0 ???-bigdaddyarmarni

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