𝗞𝗜𝗡𝗞 𝗛𝗢𝗧𝗟𝗜𝗡𝗘 .. nct（✓）

ꫀighty-nine

SAKURA
soojin please let me explain

SAKURA
i cant choose who i have
feelings for okay?? and i
wasn't going to act on them
when i saw how happy you
were together!

SAKURA
but he was just so sad without
you and i was being pushed
towards him and i just... let it
happen

SAKURA
don't blame him okay
it wasn't his fault

SAKURA
i saw how lonely he was and
took advantage of that. i'm sorry

SAKURA
please say something...

JAEHYUN
hi

SOOJIN
hi

JAEHYUN
hi

SOOJIN
pls not this again

JAEHYUN
right so

JAEHYUN
i'm worried about sakura

SOOJIN
oh

SOOJIN
well while we're on the topic

SOOJIN
did you guys fr break up?

JAEHYUN
yeah

SOOJIN
it wasn't cause of me right?

JAEHYUN
no what? don't think that

JAEHYUN
it was my fault. i knew i
shouldn't have dated her
at all but i did and now
your friendship is at stake

SOOJIN
did you ever have feelings for her?

JAEHYUN
of course i did. just not...

JAEHYUN
idk

SOOJIN
dw i get it

SOOJIN
i don't think i ever really
apologized for ghosting you
not that i have to.

SOOJIN
but i never explained myself

JAEHYUN
why did you?

SOOJIN
i don't know..

SOOJIN
i mean of course i was busy
there, it was busy every day
we were grieving, then thrown
straight into business

SOOJIN
but i could have tried.

SOOJIN
i was just so angry with myself
and with everything happening.
with hyohei and sakura and yuta
and i think i really hoped if i did
nothing it would all just go away

SOOJIN
it sounds like an excuse now
but that's how i felt at the time

JAEHYUN
it doesn't, i understand

JAEHYUN
it can be overwhelming
sometimes right?

SOOJIN
you can say that again...

JAEHYUN
i just want you to know that if
i could go back and change it
i would

SOOJIN
you cant but

SOOJIN
as strange as it sounds
idk if i would change

SOOJIN
i don't know if i'd be where i
am now if that didn't happen.
in fact i know i wouldn't

JAEHYUN
your plan

SOOJIN
so in a way i guess i
should be thanking you

JAEHYUN
i like just being 96% soulmates.
and you seriously don't need to
apologize for anything

SOOJIN
i know

SOOJIN
but i'm the bigger person 😤💪

SOOJIN
plus i wanna punch hyohei
in the face so there's no point
carrying that grudge with you

JAEHYUN
will you really??

JAEHYUN
damn i'll paid to see that

SOOJIN
kinky

JAEHYUN
not like that u freak

SOOJIN
i'm sure i'll forgive sakura
eventually i mean i forgave
you

SOOJIN
idk why it's so much
harder with her

JAEHYUN
you and i were just having fun

JAEHYUN
the two of you were best friends.
it's understandable that you
need more time

SOOJIN
:(

SOOJIN
i'm gonna go eat some
dry cereal now bye

JAEHYUN
what no milk?

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MET GALA JOHNNYYYYYY 😩🖤 no im so proud of him