It's been so long.
I thought it had stopped,
But it's so damn annoying.
It's so trusfating
That I can't control it.
It'S so sneaky and so damn sad.
And, it's always out of my hand.
It's there when I'm with my favorite person,
It's there when I'm by myself.
It's always there,
And just won't leave me alone.
And, it hurts so damn much.
Cause I know
How it looks.
I know the face I make
When it sneakily hits me
Smack dab in the middle of my face.
It's not a nice face.
It's not my smiling face.
And, I hate it.
Cause for as long as I can remember,
I've had a pretty smile,
I've had a smiling face.
That's all I was.
A pretty face that can make people smile.
Now, I'm not pretty,
And my smile's slipping off.
And, it hurts.
It hurts so damn much.
But, I can't cry.
Cause I'm supposed to smile.
Cause that's all I'm good at.
I'm supposed to smile,
No matter how much I wanna cry.
I need to smile.
Cause I can't show them
Just how much it actually hurts.
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Fragments Of A Broken Mind
PoetryJust a collaboration of all my poetry. They're all pretty sad, though. So, if you're looking for something to cheer you up, this ain't it. Don't forget to leave your feedback :)) And vote, please. Helps me know you liked it. And I'm kinda insecure...