A C T O R S || OS 02

185. Sebastian Stan | Positive

By : watchmegetobsessed | Tumblr

pairing: Sebastian Stan X Reader

word count: 1.3k

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You shouldn't be this nervous, there's nothing to be afraid of. You don't even think Sebastian would take the news in a bad way, if anything, he is going to be thrilled, that's for sure. But for some reason you're still scared to tell him. Probably because it's not how you planned it, not now at least. It'll change your upcoming plans, but it's not the end of the world and you know he'll be happy about it. Maybe it's just the nerves, because you haven't even gotten used to the thought of being pregnant yourself.

It's been only a few days since you found out, Sebastian has been away this past week and you didn't want to go to the doctor's without him, so you only have a handful of positive tests, but those all came back undeniably positive so you don't have much doubt about it.

He texted you not long ago that he just touched down and he would be home soon, he is picking up dinner on his way and now you're just anxiously waiting for him, trying to figure out how to tell him. At first you wanted to do something special, but you're not too good at making up plans like this so you decided to just tell him without any fuss about it. But you can't seem to find the right words now that you're thinking about what you should even say.

You hear his keys jingling in the lock and your heart skips a beat as you jump to your feet from the couch.

"Hi baby!" he calls out as you make your way to the hallway where he is standing with his suitcase, backpack and a big paper bag from your favorite diner nearby.

"Hi!" you breathe out, feeling a little sentimental to see him again even though he was only away for a week. You've went without seeing each other for even two months before, this was nothing compared to that, but still, you are so happy he is back.

"Hey there, missed me?" he chuckles when you throw your arms around his neck, hugging him tightly as his arms circle around your waist as you bury your face in the crook of his neck, the familiar scent of his cologne filling your nostrils.

"Always," you mumble, pressing a kiss to his skin before leaning back, eyes meeting his bright gaze, the wrinkles running from the corners of his eyes because he is smiling at you widely.

"I missed you too, baby. Brought your favorite," he hums, loosening his hold around you as he holds up the paper bag.

"Because you're the best," you smile at him, taking the food from him as he grabs his suitcase and rolls it into the bedroom, leaving the unpacking for later. You set the dining table for two, unpacking everything he brought while you're chewing on your bottom lip, trying to figure out how to bring up the big news.

Walking out of the bedroom Sebastian hugs you from behind, his hands slipping under your shirt to the bare skin of your stomach and you almost gasp at the feeling.

Can he feel any change?

It's a stupid question, nothing can be seen just yet, the baby is as small as a raisin, there's no way he noticed anything.

"I'm gonna get the drinks," he hums, pressing a kiss to your temple before walking to the fridge, grabbing two bottled beers for the dinner and you open your mouth seeing the alcoholic drinks, making him stop in his tracks. "You want something else?"

"I..." You take a deep breath, it's a now or never moment. "Sit down, let's talk," you tell him with a soft smile and he nods, but you can see the suspicion in his eyes.

"Everything alright?"

"Yeah," you nod as the two of you sit at the table and you take one of his hands, playing with the ring you bought him for your latest anniversary not long ago. You've been dating for over three years now and though it didn't start as easy and unproblematic as it should have, people judged the two of you for the ten year age gap, but eventually it died down when they realized it's not as weird as it might seem. You knew he is the perfect man for you the moment you met him at a bar when you were out with a few friends. The bartender mixed up your drinks at the bar and that's how you started talking. He didn't hesitate to ask for your number and you had your first date the next day right away. The rest is history, now you've been living together for almost a year and you're happier than ever.

"I have something to tell you," you start, talking slow and a little hesitantly.

"Are you sure everything is alright?" he asks, knitting his eyebrows together as he examines you with worry all over his face.

"Yes. Or... I hope so," you add with a nervous chuckle. Letting go of his hand you walk to the console table under the TV and pulling out the top drawer you grab one of the positive tests hidden in there. Walking back to Sebastian you just simply place it in his open palm and intently watch his face as it turns from puzzled to shocked and wide-eyed. His head shoots up when he processes what it is, lips parted and his beautiful blue eyes are slowly watering while your nervous smile is widening at his reaction.

"Is this for real?" he asks in a whisper and you nod your head.

"I took a couple of tests, but I wanted to wait for you to go to the doctor's. But all my tests came back positive."

"Oh my God! A baby!" he chuckles, a tear running down his cheek as he wraps you in his embrace, holding you tighter than ever, kissing you wherever he can reach you; your shoulder, cheeks, temple, forehead and lastly, your lips.

"I know this wasn't how we planned, but I hope it's not an entirely bad timing," you add while your tears start falling from your eyes as well, arms around his neck as he sways you from side to side.

The baby talk has already come up several times and the two of you agreed to try to keep yourself to a kind of schedule. Sebastian has two filmings coming up in the next six months and you also hinted that you'd like to at least get engaged before starting a family. He seemed to get the message and you have a feeling he has been planning to propose on your birthday that's coming up next week, but now you got a little ahead of everything with the baby.

"Love, it's never a bad timing," he chuckles, kissing you again shortly. "We can make it work, it's going to be just fine. I'll try to mess around with my schedule to finish sooner but even if I can't, I'll still be done with work before the little one arrives," he explains and your heart is so full seeing him so excited about it all. Suddenly, you feel so silly for thinking even for a second that he wouldn't be happy about the news. You knew he wants it to happen, it just came a little sooner than you expected, that's all.

"I have an appointment booked for tomorrow with my doctor," you tell him sheepishly.

"Can I come?" he asks with bright eyes, taking your face in his hands as he grins at you like crazy.

"Of course!" you chuckle nodding. "I wouldn't even go without you."

"Oh God, I'm so excited!" he cheers, lifting you up from the ground, spinning around as you hold onto him laughing. "I love you so much, baby. So, so much!" He starts kissing you all over your face, leaving your lips last, but when he gets there, he kisses you with so much passion, he sweeps you right off your feet.

"I love you too," you mumble against his lips, feeling happier than ever in your life.