Dear diary,
My heart were beating so fast everytime I'm around him. Why is that? What is this feeling? I asked online forums and they said that it's the feeling of love. But is it really is? It's my first time having a boy bestfriend so I wouldn't know if it's actually love or just nervous... Ugh this is so confusing! And if this is actually love then am I supposed to tell him about it? It's actually a bad idea to tell him that I think— like what if he doesn't like me back? I'm so gonna be devastated ㅠㅠ. I'm just gonna wait until I'm not confuse already.
