Running //Changbin X Reader

Chapter 12

I've been here for 2 weeks now; I've been keeping track by marking the wall with a rock I found in the corner. It feels like it's been a lot longer than 2 weeks.

My thoughts were interrupted when the door opened and in came Derek Williams, the man of my nightmares. 

I try to crawl away from him, but he kept getting closer and I was backed against a wall. I hide my head in my knees with my hands on top of my head. I hate how much of a coward I've become these past 2 weeks, I'm pathetic...

He grabbed one of my arms and held me up, pinning me against the wall "We don't hide our faces" he scolded before throwing me back down and reaching for something in his pocket. I watch him waiting to see how the rest of my day is going to go.

That's when he pulled out a knife and slid it on the ground towards me. I looked up at him confused.

"You're going to kill one of you 'beloved' friends" 

My eyes widened at this statement. I kicked the knife away, now I know what you may be thinking "why didn't you just turn on him?" it's a lot more complicated than that. even if I dispose of him now, how will I get out? and who knows how many minions he has.

"I can't do that- I refuse to do it" I respond, and he doesn't look so happy, that's when I brought my knees to my chest again out of fear.

That's when he sighed and picked up the knife before giving someone a signal and some random guy that I've never seen before came in with someone who had a bag over their head. No... Don't tell me...

This boy was forced to his knees in front of me. then the strange man took off the bag and I started tearing up "Jisung?" my voice cracked. His eyes met mine and they widened when he realized it was me. 

"So, this is where you disappeared too. "I give him a worried look. I don't know what Derek's planning, but it can't be good.

Then Derek came between us and handed me the knife. "If you kill him, I'll let the others go." he explained, and tears ran down my face. Then it hit me "The others?" I asked and he nodded. 

"he's bluffing." Jisung stated "Don't listen to him Y/n" 

I didn't know what to believe, my breathing became rough as I thought that he might actually have all the boys in this place. suffering the same as me. I think that's the worst kind of torture so far.

I tangled my hands in my hair and spoke quietly "I can't do it anymore." 

That's when I grabbed the knife out of Dereks hand. I looked Jisung in the eyes as if to say I'm sorry, but a part of me wasn't. 

I turn the knife around 

"NO!" I heard Derek scream as the knife entered my gut. I cough and blood escapes the corner of my mouth as I take a deep breath and pull it out. blood started pouring out of the wound, I laid my back against the wall as I stare at my bloody hands. 

Then Jisung stood "Let me help her!" he almost screamed at Derek, he nodded and started untying the ropes around Jisung's wrists 

That's when Jisung turned it around and wrapped the loose rope around Dereks neck, choking him. Derek reached out to his henchman "Help... Me..." He struggled to speak, the man stood there thinking before walking towards the door and leaving.

It's sad when even your men want you dead...

once Derek passed out Jisung let him go and ran towards me. "Y/n, stay with me!" he exclaimed as he put his hands on the wound, applying pressure. I hissed at the feeling of his hands on the cut.

"Go get the others, get out of here, I'll be fine." I smiled softly at the boy in front of me.

"No way Y/n, you stabbed yourself for crying out loud" he said panicking. I started to feel lightheaded, I knew I was going to pass out soon.

"Jisung, leave me, I'd just slow you down. I have a stab wound and I'm pretty sure my ankles broken" I explained, and he looked puzzled, like he was trying to figure out a way for both of us to get out of this.

Then Jisung took his shirt off, tearing it apart and wrapping it around my stomach. That's when I saw all the wounds on his chest and stomach. I started crying "I'm sorry! this is all my fault" I sobbed out as I wiped away the tears with my bloody hands, leaving red streaks on my face. 

"Hey, why are you sorry?" He asked as he dressed my wound "I'm the reason you're here, if I didn't tell you guys about my family then you wouldn't be here" I spoked. he stopped and looked me in the eyes before he spoke

"I rather be here then back home knowing you're hurting" 

He grabbed my arm and threw it over his shoulder and lifted me up with a struggling, I'm dead weight after all. I tried walking but it was hard with a broken ankle.

Once we got out into the hallway, we didn't know which way to go, but that didn't last long. 

"Hey over here!" I heard and once we turned towards the voice, I saw the man I haven't stopped thinking about since the day I got here, Changbin.

His eyes widened when he saw it was us. He started running towards us I let go of Jisung with one hand on my wrapped wound as I limp towards the man in front of me. 

once we reached each other I wrapped my arms around him as he wrapped his arms around me. "I thought I lost you" he spoke softly, I can tell he's crying. 

as we separated, he saw Jisung and hugged him too. 

the adrenaline was wearing off, the pain of my wounds is becoming too much to bear. I placed my hand on the wall and a hand on my wound, and that's when I fell to my knees.

Changbin turned around and saw me on the floor, he rushed to my aid, placing his hands on my shoulders "Y/n what's the matter?" he asked, his eyes were filled with concern.

"Y/n was told to kill me, but instead she took the risk and stabbed herself, she's the reason we're free" Jisung spoke. I appreciate Jisung for saying that, but to be honest, I just wanted it all the stop. the PTSD, the depression, the thoughts of my daughter. 

But I had no such luck.

at least I have Changbin. I smile up at him as I thought about how I don't think I'm going to make it, but I'm not going to tell him that. 

That's the last thing I remember before I passed out from the blood loss.

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Sorry for the late update life has been crazy <3