𝐅𝐂𝐊 𝐔 𝐔𝐏 𝐈𝐅 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐌𝐄𝐀𝐍 𝐓𝐎 𝐀𝐒𝐇

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"That was a stupid thing to do"
"Yeah, and for Ash, i'd do it again"
Changing the lyrics a lil
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IM A DUMB TEEN GIRL
I EAT STICKS AND ROCKS AND MUD

I knew i was a dumb teenage girl, i made bad decisions. Even an incredibly dumb person could realise that. People would say rude things to me or about me, it was like feeding me sticks, rocks and mud. I always ignored it, if it was about me anyway. I would only fight for one person and one person only.

I DONT CARE ABOUT THE GOVERNMENT
AND I REALLY NEED A HUG

I didn't really care about anything, i did some illegal shit. Like selling drugs with Fez and Ash. Ash is my boyfriend while Fez is my best friend. None of us really care about rules, we just do our own thing. Ever since my parents basically disowned me for getting in too much fights and skipping school, i lived with Fez and Ash, they didn't mind. They loved me.

I wasn't really one to show my emotions, when my parents kicked me out, i wanted to scream and shout, maybe even cry? But I didn't. I hated to admit it but sometimes, all i want is a hug. Thankfully, Ashtray is there with open arms...just for me though.

I FEEL STUPID (STUPID) UGLY (UGLY
PRETEND IT DOESNT BOTHER ME

I was a stupid girl, i knew that too. My whole life, my family called me stupid because of the decision i made or the things i did, even if it was the right thing. I was called ugly a lot too, for some reason i was easy to pick on at school. I pretended it didn't bother me, it did. But people didn't have to know that. I didn't fight for myself, there was no reason too.

IM NOT VERY STRONG BUT
I'LL FUCK YOU UP IF YOU'RE MEAN TO ASH

The only person I fought for was Ashtray. One comment about him at the gas station or at school, the fucker who said it had something coming. The last fight i had ended up being lectured by Lexi. "That was a stupid thing to do" was all she said but my reply was careless, only thinking about one person. "Yeah, and for Ash, i'd do it again"

Lexi obviously told Fez and Ash about it, they hyped me up which made the other girl annoyed yet she still had a tiny proud smile on her lips. No matter how many times i'd get in a fight though...i never told them it was for Ash. Ash would probably be annoyed at that because i was getting hurt for him.

But as i said. For Ash, i'd do it again.

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