You said you wouldn't

Chapter 15

Updating again because currently I'm in the waiting area of my dentist's office and have nothing better to do 🤷‍♀️

"E-Emily who? " I Stammered ever so slowly

"My girlfriend"

He replied without even looking at me and I felt as if a bucket of cold water was dumped over me

"Oh"

Was all I managed to let out as I fixed my gaze on my fiddling fingers on my lap

"You know.. You've met her already "

I heard him say which caused me to raise my head and look at him quite suspiciously

He turned to look at me and appeared to be confused over my reaction

"Oh you know when we ran into each other in that cafe? " He trailed off with a little laugh at the end

Which caused my already ruined mood to go off some more after which I couldn't hold back

"You mean the same time when you asked me to suck you off a few moments later? "

I scoffed and saw how his mouth slightly open in shock and his eyes filled with an emotion I couldn't understand . I was so angry .

How dare he make me feel so special and then so worthless in a matter of seconds ?

I am not a freaking toy!

"I-" He started but I cut him off

"And when you called me a gold digging slut right?!" I exclaimed

I was too angry. Too frustrated. And most of all disappointed.

I don't know why I always fall for his pity ways when It is clear that he doesn't give a shit about me or my feelings

"Sia No! I'm sor-" He started apologizing right away

Bro are you a bipolar?

" I don't wanna hear it. Get out " I was quick to respond.

My voice came out to be surprisingly calm

"But-"

"I'm already dealing with a lot Justin . Just-Just Get out! " I yelled

But my voice didn't came out as loud as a yell would be. I couldn't speak no more my throat was already forming a lump in it and my voice began cracking

My vision began to get blurry but I still saw how he shook his head before he ran his hand through his already messy hair letting out a frustrated sigh and then left.

Closing the door with a loud thud which caused me to flinch and my tears to finally come out

I didn't hold back. I couldn't.

I cried vigorously for I don't know how long. My shoulders shaking violently  as I kind of struggled to keep breathing normally.

Everything just keeps going wrong.

I keep losing everyone

I was hurt beyond expectations

I was devastated.

I think a nurse came in my room after hearing my cries.
But my mental breakdown, my loud sobs and my body's reaction didn't allow me to focus on anything else.

It felt as if my heart's gonna explode , my throat's gonna burn , I couldn't even breathe properly, which caused the nurse to give me a sedative

I didn't care. I probably needed it right now. It helped me in calming my breaths and before I knew it , I drifted off in a slumber while the tears kept running down my cheek.

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