Thoughts that decorate my mind

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I know that I should stop, but I don't want to.
It's easier to believe yourself if you see something.
It's easier to take things that happen inside - out.
Watch how your deadly thoughts leave your body in accompaniment with blood running down your skin.
Feel the relief that it brings to you.
Enjoy it.
It certainly won't stay long.
It fades faster than you expect it to.
And then?
Then it starts all over again.
The thoughts
The craving
The tension
Just one...