west side, ashtray; season one

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valerie

me and rue walked towards fezcos shop talking about random things. we slowed down as we saw the store. rue let of my arm and jogged slightly to the shop. 'fezcooo,' she said as she walked into the shop with her hands in her pockets.

i followed her in a little bit after because i didn't want to jog.

fez and rue were already talking when i walked in, 'hey valerie.' fez spoke with a lower tone than usual.

i felt a soft and faint voice behind me before i could respond. 'val?' it said. it was ash. i could make out his voice from miles away. i turned around and i couldn't help but smile a little, i saw the corners of his mouth lift too. before i could do anything he walked to me and hugged me. ash hugging? that was new, he was never very affectionate and this was the first hug i shared with him.

i couldn't do anything except return the hug. i couldn't help but smell his fragrant cologne, i felt at ease with me in his arms. he was taller than me so my head was in the crook of his neck and his was nearly over my head.

we both pulled back and just looked at each other while i heard a laugh. 'yeah just friends,' rue said repeating what i told her at school today, i rolled my eyes and moved back a little to be inline with ash.

fez smiled a bit but he still had that harsh look on his face. i shrugged it off just as ash pulled me into the freezer. it felt nice being here again after a bit without seeing them both. 'you at school now?' he asked as the pulled my chair back and then sitting on his. i nodded nervously at his random movement of him pulling my chair back so i could sit. what happened to ash while i was gone?

'how is it?' he asked. 'uh well its fine i guess,' i said casually. he nodded and pulled out a ready rolled blunt before lighting it and bringing it to his lips and inhaling it. i smiled as he got a little more relaxed and calm. he seemed slightly jittery after we hugged.

'made any friends?' he questioned. 'oh yeah, i think, just a bunch of rues friends,'

ash suddenly sat up straight and took the blunt out of his mouth after taking a puff and passed it to me. i gladly took the blunt before inhaling it myself. i coughed after a hit which made ash grin. 'how, are... you?' i said between small coughs which just made ash let out a laugh. 'not funny ash i could've died.' i added trying to hold in my coughs but failed miserably.

'im fine,' he said still grinning. 'you ma?' he said which made a weird feeling of heat climb up to my face. fuck, his nicknames always made me fold.

'im good too,' i said trying to ignore what happened when he said that one word. he smirked knowing what was going on. 'you sure? your face is all red,' he said scooting his chair closer to mine. 'i was holding in my coughs, dont.' i said trying to cover my face.

he looked down at me and then back at my face pulling a concerned look. 'it's literally 22 degrees out,' he said reaching out to my jumper and pulling on the sleeve. 'oh uh, it was cold this morning so i thought-' 'no it wasn't?' he said interrupting me. his whole relaxed state was replaced with a distressed and irritated one. 'i thought it looked nice,' i shrugged before looking around the small room. he was right, i was only wearing it because all my other clothes weren't washed and living in a household with only two nearly 30 year old men with no knowledge of proper hygiene wasnt beneficial. that and also because i was depressed for a good week and wasn't bothered to do anything.

he shook his head and moved right next to me looking deep into my eyes again. 'no, you're lying.' he said while squinting his eyes. 'pffft and how would you know?' i asked straightening myself up and turning my body to face him. 'you're a bad liar, you know that right?' he said still staring at me.

i scoffed and denied it, 'im not a bad liar, you're just a bad observer.' i said standing up for myself. he was right though, i sucked at lying but he didn't need to know that. 'im not, you're just really, really bad.' he said moving a little closer. my stomach was turning and my face was reddening by every word he said.

ash must've noticed because he kept getting closer and closer. 'im not... bad,' i said losing my train of thought while looking at him. he was really hypnotising, his eyes dark but passionate and hungry, his hair neat and straight, his eyebrows curved and well kept and his lips, his lips plump and wet.

i looked back up at his eyes just as he caught me looking at his lips. i moved back slightly, alarmed by my own thoughts.

his hands then randomly visited my thighs and slowly up to my waist, his eyes gazing at my parted lips.

ashtray

my hands were around her waist and our faces so close. fuck it.

i crashed my lips onto hers and kissed her, she kissed back after a bit. her lips were soft and sweet, we continued trying not to break the kiss. her hands crawled up to my face, cupping them. we went deeper and deeper each time our tongues touched. she pulled back panting for a breath and so was i. oh how i was longing for that kiss, and i wanted more.

she leaned in again and moved her hands to the back of my head as we started to kiss again. this time the kiss was violent and harsh.

this girl would be the death of me someday.

my hands rode down to her pelvis then gradually moving them to the inside of her thighs as she slowly spread her legs for me. she whimpered as my hands moved up closer to her area.

'yoo val-' rue said stopping right in front of the freezer door. valerie quickly pulled back staring at rue, he cheeks becoming a dark red as her eyes widened. 'i fucking knew it.' rue said as she laughed and turned around out the door. i watched val as she sat there still looking at the door, her lips plump and swollen slightly.

she looked down at me and whispered a quiet sorry before standing up and running out. 'rue,' i heard her call out.

fucking rue ruined our moment.

au
uh so like idk how to write things like this but i tried so like👍
anyways i hope you enjoyed this😭

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