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Ash was fast asleep, i was wide awake. Ashtray knew i had insomnia but he thought he had helped me fall asleep 2 hours ago. I did fall asleep but due to my condition, I struggled to stay asleep so I probably woke up about 20 minutes later.I got up from my bed, not waking Ash up and walked towards my small seat by the window and sat down, looking out the window. I sighed and rubbed my eyes, I wanted to sleep but my body just wouldn't let me. I sighed in frustration and crossed my arms.
"Y/n?" I heard Ashtray mumble lazily, i snapped my head over to him. "Shit..I didn't mean to wake you.." i said, feeling a little bad. He sat up and shook his head. "Nah, you're good. I thought you fell asleep already?" He questioned, i got up and went over to him, he pulled me onto his lap.
"I can't stay asleep, i'm so exhausted Ash" i whined in discomfort, he laid down with me and lifted my shirt a little before rubbing small shapes on my bare side. This is what he normally did to help me relax because when i relax, it's easier to fall asleep.
"It's not working" i said, clearly distressed. "Just focus on my finger, ma. You gotta relax a little" he mumbled in comfort, i sighed and snuggle into his chest taking deep breaths and focusing on Ashtrays soft touch. After 10 minutes, i started feeling tired, my eyes growing heavy. I was struggling to stay awake.
"Goodnight Y/n, i love you" my boyfriend whispered while pecking my forehead. "I..i love you..." I struggled to say it back and soon fell asleep afterwards. I knew Ash didn't care though because he would always say that just as i was about to fall asleep so i'd be too tired to finish my sentence.
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Ashtray/Javon imagines
Fanfiction"i'm just trying to stack my cash, pay off our mortgage, so what the fuck you want?" ✿ - NO SEXUALISING, HE IS A MINOR.