it's perfect.
everything is perfect.
i don't remember the last time i was this happy. when i take aubrey home, and we're both dripping wet and freezing, i kiss her at the door and go back to my apartment.
i fall asleep immediately and i dream about her. i dream about her summer lips, about her drenched dark hair, about the raindrops that were caught between her eyelashes.
and when i wake up the next morning, the words "i love you" escaping from her mouth- her soft, melodic voice saying those words just for me- is the first thing i think about. and i wake up smiling.
and when tommy begs me to stream with him later that day, i gladly oblige. because she might join my stream. she might be there just for me. she might watch me play a random video game for 3 hours. and just the possibility of her being there draws me to my computer like a magnet.
"hey, big wil!" tommy says joyfully, but deepening his voice dramatically. "how are you today?"
"i'm doing very well, how about you?" i ask in a dreamy voice. my mind isn't entirely on the stream, rather, constantly checking me and tommy's viewers to see if a specific someone joins.
"so well. i'm actually doing better than you're doing."
"i don't think so, tommy."
"i think so."
"i think i'm just about the happiest i've ever been. i don't think you can top that."
"what's got you so happy then, hmm?" tommy asks, an enticing, teasing tone in his voice.
"i'm just so excited to stream with you, tommyinnit," i reply.
"no you're not. you never are."
"yes i am!"
after checking again, she's there. in my chat.
aubreyyxo.
and a grin spreads across my face.
"is it a woman?" tommy asks. "do you have a girlfriend now?"
"um..."
my phone buzzes with a text notification.
aub-dawg
yeah wilbur, do you have a girlfriend? ;)
(1:03 pm)
my breath hitches and i fight the urge to smile wider.
"i don't know, tommy," i respond. "do you think i have a girlfriend?"
"you're pandering, wilbur. stop that."
"i'm not trying to pander! maybe i have a girlfriend, maybe i don't. i don't know."
normally that would be considered pandering, but that's the honest to god truth. i don't know if aubrey is my girlfriend or not. unlike her, i've never done this boyfriend/girlfriend thing. i don't know if telling her i love her counts as a "will you be my girlfriend" and i don't know if her saying she loves me too counts as a "yes."
aub-dawg
you don't know if you have a girlfriend?
(1:05 pm)
i smile as i read the text, and as soon as i smile another text pops up.
aub-dawg
stop smiling at your phone. don't read these
texts, you have a stream to run. focus on the
YOU ARE READING
let me down slowly - wilbur soot
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