Forever || Gojo x Reader

34 - Binding vow

"What other plans do you have?" you asked when you tried to stay upright for a while.

"Well, you know... Shoko, Utahime and Mei called me yesterday. They wanted to go shopping with you today."

"Does it matter?"

"Yes. It's your wedding, after all."

"Choose what you like. It's your wedding, after all... You want it so much, so make it your dream one."

"(y/n), again? Sheesh... You know we are together and we will be together. It doesn't matter that I want it. Because you are not against either." the opposite turned to you with a serious face as he was wearing his shirt.

"I still don't want to. I'm getting married to someone I don't love back. I don't know you that much..."

"If it had happened a year ago, I would probably have let you out of here right now and told you not to come back. But my feelings are real. If I let you go now, I'd have to find a way to get my money back. You know, I'm not wasteful when this kind of money is involved."

"How can I pretend to be someone I'm not, pretending that I love you like you love me? I can not do it like that. Sorry... You are my friend... I want so badly to call you another name, but I don't know what I really feel..."

"(y/n)" he came over to you putting his hands on your shoulders and pulled you lightly to him. "You have time. You have your whole life to find out. Three sincere words and we are home. Together. As a married couple. We can forget about contacts. I'll try for you."

"You know it's not easy falling in love with someone."

"I know, but I want to be with you. Besides, have a family." 

He hugged you briefly, then stepped back smiling hard. Now you understand what he means.

"You say that—"

"I want to have a baby. Or two. Maybe even three... With you. I can be responsible because I am a school teacher. You understand, right?"

"You won't ask me for my opinion?" you asked confusion.

"Hmm... What if I say no? Do you know... I could pin you to bed and fuck you stupidly until you are round from my kids." he told you with a big smile as he scanned your body imagining you with a baby in your belly. 

Even if he is not ready, he has his dreams that he wants to fulfill. Even if for some he might be too young and too irresponsible. He would like to see miniature copies of him run around. Lots of mini Gojos that call him "Daddy" and call you "Mommy“. Oh how he would like that. To have such a family. Feel them all. Even if one of them inherited the techniques from him, he would be even more proud. They wouldn't be able to threaten him. You would be safe. He would be at home more often and the baby would stay with you and you would know that some of him is always with you at home. He wanted it so badly, but could not do it without your permission. First, he would have to make the baby the way he loves and you too. He would like you to say yes, even if you don't love him. But even if you don't love him, at least you like him. You are able to bear it. You're still with him and haven't run away. You hug him every night, you kiss him back and initiate them yourself. He taught you to live with him and now he would like to be with you forever. 

He fell in love for the first time. The first time he want to settle down. For the first time, he is able to devote his life as a single person to the person he loves. And he wants marriage to keep you with him and help you. It is nothing bad. He wanted you honestly, but he would have gotten everything the way it is now. Somehow, he'd make you marry him. Even after a while, he still wants to taste more. Your first argument in your relationship was very emotional. He already knew what it was like. You ran away from him to breathe, and he found you when you might die. Now, whenever you had a reason to argue, he would laugh and calm you down. He was always cheerful.