Love, Pain & Me

to be my old self again, would that satisfy me?

Sometimes
I think of old times
life was simple then
makes me wonder
what will it be like
to be a child again

Eat, play, sleep
how fulfilling it would be
to not know sorrow
and forever at peace

How would it feel like
to not be disappointed
to be unaware of love
and never know
what being unwanted means
my soul would be back together
in a single yellow piece
flowers will smile at me again
Rain won't bring me pain
loneliness will not be a treasure
but then I think
who would that be
who would I be then
because that just wouldn't be me