my words of encouragement and advice are found useful. Yet I can't follow. I say such truthful things like worrying about stuff you can not change is pointless. Yet here I am stuck in a loop of my own thoughts, worries, feelings and mistakes but that doesn't matter it simply will not change. I tell people there is no need to dwell on the past. Yet I am here wondering if I could have done it different. I tell people you are beautiful in your skin, it doesn't define you, no one will ever pay as much attention to what you think are flaws more than yourself. Yet I'm here grabbing my skin thinking of what I want to look like and what I should change. I say to take some risks and get out of your comfort zone yet I'm here in my bed as I always do. Why don't I take my own advice I'm not sure I wish I had an answer. But for now I'm just a giver
