Covering my scars
Hiding my true feelings and thoughts
Making me a monster
In real life
Myself I see
The dangerous demon herself
With many ways to die
I know
Everything from knife, pills to rope
That's how I cope
Cutting and shutting
The world out
Of my fucking miserable life
This side of me
I frequently hide
No one can see
This gruesome person I'm meant to be
Hiding and sliding
Through this awful fucking life
I try to make the most of
With my family and friends
Even they can't prevent
The ugly monstrous person
I'm meant to live as
This is why I attempt suicide
Once I attempted
Enough that wasn't
Twice I tried
A total failure
But trice, I'll try
Will I succeed?
The third time's a charm
Right?
- Mel Rose
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Poems by Mel
PoetryOnly poems: Love, thoughts, sadness, struggles, family, friendship, shit and eventually more feelings. Hope you like them ♥️
