Senseless [JK x Reader] ✔️

Chapter 8

After countless hours of stress, tears and anxiety, I'm finally a step closer to achieving my dream.

Then why don't I feel relieved? Why do I have that weird feeling in my stomach that makes me feel like things won't take their course? I feel like it just started.

 Why out of 8.38 million people living in New York, does he have to be the CEO of Vendere?

Our first encounters were quite embarrassing even if he doesn't know the blind girl who came across is me. And don't even let me start about the day in his office two days ago. I've met many people in my life but none of them was like him. Fearful and dreadful aren't enough to characterize him. His whole aura radiates dullness. I can't read him, I can't even picture a single color for him. It's impossible. Jeon Junkook is a mystery I'm looking forward to solving. A mystery that needs to be unraveled and I want to be the one and only person who will do that. Because behind every bleak personality, there is a traumatic past.

"Are you ready, sweety? Yoongi must be waiting for us." Namjoon's voice awakens me from the bubble I created daydreaming about a man that keeps hunting my thoughts these past few days. "O-oh yes, I'm sorry Joonie. I'm already ready, I was just thinking."

"Would you mind sharing your thoughts with me?" He says and approaches me to help me get up from my bed and direct me in front of the door since we might be a little late for our walk with my brother. "You know, it's just about Vendere and the proposal. I know he agreed to it, but I just feel stressed and I can't get it out of my mind that something will go wrong."

I can hear Namjoon grabbing my apartment keys and we both go out while he is locking the door, making sure everything is in its place. "You don't have to think like something is wrong with you Lily. One of the biggest museums in the entire world accepted your proposal, of course, you should feel stressed. It's what you wanted ever since I can remember. And I don't have to mention that you handled Mr. Jeon all by yourself. I knew from the start how cold and negative he is, especially towards women from what the news has said, but you managed to make him accept. Which is something you have still kept a secret from me."He mumbles and we start walking to the park near my house which is our destination to meet Yoongi.

"I haven't kept it a secret from you Joonie. You know I hate lies. I just told him my point of view."I let him know and hold his arm tight to feel more secure." Maybe you haven't read much news about him, sweety. When I mean he is heartless and harsh towards women I mean it. No kidding. Almost all his employees are men." He responds.

"It would be easier if I would see him or at least picture a color for him buts it's impossible" I answer back. "Then, I can do that for you. Let's start with his personality because I can't say much about his character." We stop in our tracks, probably because of the red light.

"First things first,  I need to warn you that I might sound like a Wikipedia so excuse me. But you can't blame a friend for doing his research, right?" He softly dragged me to move on and continue our walk."I'm grateful Jonnie. Thank you."

 "Anyway, Jeon Junkook is born on September 1, 1997, in, Busan, South Korea, and he is known as the CEO of Vendere but also the owner of many small businesses which produce many electronica l and practical gadgets for everyday life. Some of them are also for disabled people." He breaths out the last words.

 "That's nice..."

"He also has some roots from another county but it's unknown from where. He doesn't have a great relationship with the media and he surely doesn't want them to know much about him. As for his appearance, he is probably around 1,80 centimeters. If I remember correctly, he is 1,79 to be more exact. He has black hair and a sleeve tattoo on his right arm of a skeleton hand on his right arm which reportedly means 'RATHER BE DEAD THAN COOL'. He also has his eyebrow and his lip pierced. As for his ears, I estimate at least six in his right ear and at least three in his left ear. Lastly, from what I saw two days ago, he is muscled and loves to wear black. I hope I helped you form his in your head a little sweety."

I hear Yoongi shouting from afar and I realize we have arrived. What perfect timing."That was very helpful, thank you very much Joonie. I still can't believe you managed to learn all this information by heart." I squeeze his arm to show my gratitude when I feel a pair of arms tightening their hold around me and I understand right away that Yoongi run toward me.

"Good morning Namjoon, Lily. Congratulations on your proposal! I'm so proud of you, I can't wait to see what you have in mind finally become real." Yoongi croaks and takes a strand of my hair behind my ear. "Thank you, Oppa. I can't wait to show you what I have planned. I'm sure you'll love it!"

"I don't want to ruin your little reunion Min siblings but let's go because I'm hungry and I can't wait for the brunched Lily promised me." We all giggle at Namjoon's silliness and start walking through the cafe we'll eat our signature meal every time we meet with my brother or have something to celebrate. Today is both I guess.

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Two days. Two fucking days and I still can't get her out of my head. What is wrong with me? How could I agree to this, to her? She is a pathetic woman who just wants my fame and money...That's what everyone wants anyway. But since I can't back off now because we agreed to it. But this won't stop me from making her life a living hell as she deserves. Like all of them deserve. The raven's thoughts are all over the place. Two days have passed since he last saw her and yet it's the only thing he can think of. Is it possible for so much hatred to make people be unforgettable? Or maybe...maybe it's something else?