Life Of A Fat Girl

30

                                Aaeriel

" Just put it in halfway " I instructed him

" man I can't see shit " He spoke

" turn the light on " he added

" nevermind " I smacked my lips getting out of the position putting on my pants

" you tripping "

" Im not fucking with the light on " I shrugged laying down

" what we finna watch ? " He asked

" what you wanna watch ? " I asked dryly

" why you got a attitude ? " He asked

" don't have one " I replied

" you mad we not fucking " He laughed

" leave me alone Horace real talk " I spoke continuing to scroll Netflix

" stop acting like a baby " He said running his hand down my cheek I mugged him pushing his hand

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" Riri , you better be getting ready for this reunion " My mom spoke coming into my room

" why you not getting ready Aaeriel ? " She asked grabbing the flat irons out of my bathroom

" I'm not going " I spoke

" Yes you is get up right now ! " She said

" I don't feel like going over there " I whined

" why not ? you don't want to see all of your old friends ? " She spoke

" I don't fuck with them " I replied bluntly

" AAERIEL! watch your mouth in my house lil girl get up and get ready we leaving in 20 minutes " She said leaving out of the room

I sighed getting up looking for an outfit

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" why is the body kind of giving ? " I spoke to myself looking at the mirror

I took out my phone to take pictures but I didn't take any because I started to feel like I looked a mess

Everytime I start liking my body , I notice something and my confidence goes all the way back down again

" Riri you ready ? " My mom asked walking into my room

" No , I'm about to change " I told her

" why ? you look good " she spoke

" I'm not feeling it " I told her looking for my hoodie

" the dress looks good on you Aaeriel , wear it " she spoke

" Ma , I'm not about to embarrass myself I'll just wear a hoodie or something " I spoke

" It's 80 degrees outside " She informed me

" I know " I replied

" well do what you want I can't change your mind , I'm ready when you are " She shrugged walking out of the room
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" it's a lot of people up here " My mom spoke looking for a parking spot I looked around the street it was people everywhere looked more like a block party than a reunion