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----Eddie's Pov----

I just got done with the beer keg and my shirt was drenched, Steve got dragged back inside to play beer pong,
I was about to head inside to look for y/n till some random girl pulled me in and kissed me...
My mind started racing with the times me and y/n fooled around and all I could think of was kissing her, I was picturing the times we kissed, and imagining the lips pressed against mine in that exact moment was hers,she was all I had on my mind till I snapped back to reality and realised it wasn't y/n

I pulled away
"Umm...what the fuck was that?"
I asked rubbing the back of my neck,

the girl just smiled at me biting her lip and moved in to kiss me again but I put my hands on her shoulders stopping her, she didn't look happy with me

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the girl just smiled at me biting her lip and moved in to kiss me again but I put my hands on her shoulders stopping her, she didn't look happy with me.
"yeeah no. Um sorry I have to, go..."
I moved her aside and went to look for y/n, pushing past people and finding Steve still playing Beer pong

"Steve...STEVE!,  where's y/n?"
I ask over the music mixed with drunk people.
"Ummm...went to get air outside I think!"
He replied back not taking his eyes off the cups.

went to get air outside I think!" He replied back not taking his eyes off the cups

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I head back outside to see if I missed her, I looked everywhere...even the shed

"Oh fuck sorry...!"
I said quickly shutting the shed door on two people getting deep into a make out session.
Where the hell is she? I thought, then walk up to two guys talking,
"Hey have you seen a girl, um she's got y/h/c
(explains your outfit to them)"
I ask, I was getting worried now,  she never goes off at parties, she was always with me...

"Um yeah I saw her about 10 minutes ago, she was out front with that guy, fuck what's his name..."
He said turning to his friend clicking his fingers trying to think and continued 
"B...i think it started with a B, or was it T..." 
The other guy replied, trust me to ask two High as fuck guys something  important.
They started talking between themselves figuring out the name and my eyes switched from both of them.
Why would she leave with some guy...it wasn't her, right?

"What did the guy look like...?"
I ask kinda getting irritated at this point,

I needed to know where she was "He had a jacket and white tank

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I needed to know where she was
"He had a jacket and white tank...and a mullet?"
"Yeah a mullet!"
The second guy added

What. The.FUCK.

"Where are they now...?! Did you see them go somewhere?"
I ask, trying not to freak the fuck out knowing exactly who this guy was.
"We just saw them sit out front, by the road, the girl seemed upset, she walked past us crying..."

Fuck...fuckfuckFUCK, my heart started pounding.
I ran out of the garden and to the front of the house, my eyes scanning the area, it was getting really dark and I couldn't see her. 
I know she's scared to make things serious between us, more than best friends, I've always felt a way about her, protective,  she's scared of losing me but she won't because i can't lose her  either...she makes me feel ways I can't even explain.

The way her face lights up when she sees me, her adorable laugh when I tell a dumb joke, the way she accepts me even though I deal. She's stuck by me...
I know we've messed around,made out and almost had sex, I wouldn't of done that if I knew she didn't want it, we both wanted those things to happen, there's some type of connection between us but it can't turn into anything more than friends because she just gets scared of ruining us,  and I get scared of taking it too far and scaring her away from me completely.
I want her, I know she wants me...but it feels like it's almost forbidden to even become more than friends. And that hurts, but if that keeps her from being afraid, so be it,
It isn't like a constant thing on our minds, to fool around...it just happens in certain moments I guess, it's complicated.
 

"y/n...!
...y/n!"
I yell looking around frantically,

all I could think of was Billy taking advantage of her being upset

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all I could think of was Billy taking advantage of her being upset...
She wouldn't of gone with him if she wasn't upset,or drinking, it's all my fault.
If Billy's done something to her I'll fucking KILL him.

I ran to my van and started it before hitting the gas, I hope I spot his car or something, when I find that son of a bitch I swear...










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Thought I'd try a POV of Eddie, I'm not sure if I'll do more in this book but I thought it would be cool thing to add especially for this specific chapter.

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