Studio lovers

[19]

Felix pov

"What?"

You're kidding me right?

"Lix I-"

"Chan, were leaving" I said. I felt my heart shatter as I looked at Hyunjin's face. He looked hurt, but why Though?

He doesn't have the fucking right to be hurt

"But Lix-" Hyunjin tried to speak again

"Chan were fucking leaving right now!" I yelled as I made my way to the door. I paced out of there, slamming the door shut

Chan soon caught up to me and unlocked the car. As soon as I got in and strapped myself in, I burst into tears

"What was I thinking? He never really loved me did he" I sobbed as Chan wrapped his arms around my head, letting it rest on his arms and chest

What were you thinking Felix

What the fuck is wrong with you

He's the popular guy. The typical kind

How the fuck did you genuinely think he'd like you

You're a fucking idiot Felix

You should've just killed yourself when you had the chance

Why the fuck does this need to happen

Why did I fall for someone

And why the fuck did it have to be Hwang Hyunjin

"Lix, were home" Chan said as he rubbed circles on my back

I nodded and opened the car door. I paced into the house and run up the stairs to my room. I slammed the door shut once I got in and flopped onto my bed

I felt my heart shatter and stab through my body with the broken pieces. I curled up into a ball and sobbed. I heard a knock on my door and shot my head up

"Lix... can I come in?" Chan said from the other side of the door

Without hesitation, he opened the door and sat on my bed, pulling me into a comforting hug. I sobbed into the man chest as he layed us down

"Lix I'm so sorry" He whispered and he rubbed circles on my back

I felt like I couldn't breathe. I was shaking and my breaths were steady at all. I kept gasping for air as more tears streamed down my face

"I'm always here for you" Chan said as he lifted my head to face his. His warm smile caused me to sob even more, it reminded me of the way Hyunjin would look at me

Well fucking done Felix

"Do want me to sleep in your bed for the night?" Chan asked as he lightly patted my back

I couldn't form words because of the crying so I just nodded. He sighed and pulled me properly onto the bed. He pulled the covers over us as I rested on his chest

Ny tears created a wet spot on his shirt but it didn't matter at the time

Why didn't he tell me

Why didn't anyone tell me

Why?

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Short chapter because I'm tired and shii