Inks of Heart

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The world plays out,
Am I in a dream?
I'm happy, I'm fine;
Then why do I wanna scream?

I thought it was over,
The pain long gone.
But seems like my past,
Won't leave me alone.

I tried to be perfect,
To be worthy and enough.
Following all the rules,
Yet I guess I still sucked.

Can I ever be loved
And held and cared for?
I'm tired of collecting,
My tears from the floor.

You told me to do this,
And you told me to do that.
I did all this and more,
Yet why I'm still only a that?

I molded myself,
Into a perfect mold for you.
But seems like you can
Never say I love you.

~☆~✧~✧~☆~
I've lost myself in the process
Of being good enough for you.
Anna