Hey everyone i'm just posting a rant chapter because i kinda need it.
So a rumor went on at my school that the guy i had a crush on liked me so having some hope i told the guy before winter break. when we came back to school he told me he didn't feel the same but he said we could still be friends.
i was sad for weeks and then before spring break he tells me he likes me!! But then he started avoiding me, we then had a retreat and i was able to talk to him i asked if he actually meant that he liked me and he said yes. But he was still avoiding me so i was so confused i tried talking to him but he would always be with his friends and his friends didn't know and i wanted to keep it that way.
Then at school i wrote hi on my desk because i was bored. that hi started a conversation on multiple post it notes that we hid in the desk. i found out through him that my crush didn't like me. I was so confused because if he didn't like me why did he tell me he liked me? then a week before school was over my crush told me he didn't like me anymore and he said he was sorry. i cried myself to sleep for weeks.
a few days ago my friend (that i was having post it note convos with i have contact with him) told me my crush never liked me. Because when my crush told my friend he didn't sound sad about hurting me or leading me on.
I've cried my self to sleep every night quietly since then because no one knows about it. And i can't work on my story 24/7 because my parents don't know i have Wattpad plus I'm not in the mood to update.
I'm slowly doing bits to complete my chapter but I just don't have the motivation to do it. I feel so drained right now.
I am NOT going on hiatus!!!
Also thank you all for the comments, votes, and reads it really means a lot to me!

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