The truth of it all- Denki Kaminari Angst

27- Relationships and questions

Aizawa pov~

I studied Hawks quite closely once we reached the living room, as he was one of reasons i had actually come here, but I still needed to know if my student was ok,

"Has he had another breakdown since the first day?" I decided to be quite blunt and just dive straight into the deep end. Hawks shook his head, eyes darkening as he no doubt remembered what it was like,

"Thankfully no, but he has had quite a few panic attacks. Probably around 10 since he arrived? So thats what, two to three a day?" I nodded, unhappy with this, but it was honestly to be expected considering everything hes been through,

"Is he still quite jumpy?" Hizashi asked, one hand slung over the back of Hitoshis shoulder,

"Yeah he is, and I don't really expect that to go away. Hes not big on physical touch either, but hes been less hesitant with me touching him. Hes afraid to ask for anything though, he never asks for food or anything, I have to ask him he wants it, most the time he says no, but if I didn't insist most of the time he probably wouldn't have eaten at all. Last night I stayed up later than usual finishing off some papers, and I sensed movement in the kitc-"

"Sensed movement?" Hitoshi asked, his brows furrowed in confusion. As Hitoshi didn't want to be a big time hero, he hadn't really researched on the top pros,

"Yeah, I can sense things through my feathers, and I always leave one in the lounge or kitchen as they're near the door. As I was saying, I went to the kitchen and found Denki filling up a glass of water, when he turned around and saw he, he full on jumped out if his skin, almost dropping the glass... he then wouldn't stop apologizing and started panicking so I had to assure him that it was alright, and once again had to tell him that he could take anything he wanted." Hawks finished, his wings unconsciously wrapping themselves tighter around him. 

He brought his legs onto the sofa and sat cross legged, with his hands hanging off. Once again I saw his ring, the one that he never takes off, so I decided to just bite the bullet and ask, knowing full well that Hitoshi would never tell a soul without our permission,

"Hawks what is that ring? I've noticed that you've worn it every day for the past year." I asked, the ring in question was a simple slim gold band that didn't quite touch in the middle, it also had four small black stones, two on either side of the gap, and like I thought, it was on the wedding ring finger. Hawks froze for a split second but quickly recovered, showing no panic in his facial expressions,

"Ah its just something an old friend of mine gave me." He smiled and twisted it a full 360, never taking his eyes of me,

"When did they give it to you?" I carefully asked, and Hizashi gave me a confused side eye,

"About a year ago why?" he quickly replied,

"Hawks are you engaged?" The pro froze whilst looking at me, his eyes going wide as Hizashi whipped his head over to me and let out a loud,

"WHAT?????" My husband screeched before Hitoshi slapped his hand over his dads mouth and glaring,

"Kamis still asleep!" He hissed, and slowly took his hand of Hizashis mouth. This whole time Hawks had been frozen, staring at me with slightly panicked eyes, before he rapidly blinked and looked out the window, avoiding our eyes,

"Your engaged Hawks??? Why didn't you tell us!" Hizashi whined slightly, "I didn't even know you were dating anyone! What is she li-"

"We've been dating for nearly five years, we first kissed when we were seventeen, but they had to leave and then we met up again shortly after I debuted." Hawks spoke quite rapidly, still refusing to meet our eyes,

"Awww, thats cute! Whats she like! Oh! Whats her name!" Hizashi asked, practically bouncing out of his seat, he had always been one for relationship gossip. Hawks turned to look at him,

"First of all its a he, and second his name is Touya." The pro snapped, before sighing, "can you not pry into my personal life please? Its creepy enough that you guys just stopped by at my home unannounced." 

His wings once again wrapped themselves around him, the atmosphere becoming quite tense for a few minutes before I heard a soft knock coming from the hallway door. We all looked over to see Kaminari standing in the door way, partially hiding behind the door frame,

"Sorry if I interrupted anything." He said his eyes flicking across our faces. Hawks gave a smile and patted the seat next to him, to which Kaminari walked over and sat down,

"You need something kid?" He asked, to which our student shook his head,

"No I just heard a shout and wandered was was going on." Hawks gave a light chuckle as Hizashi hung his head sheepishly,

"Sorry little listener, I just got a bit excited." Kaminari smiled and nodded, as if he wasn't at all surprised that it was Hizashi who made the noise. He looked over at Hitoshi and gave a small wave, to which Hitoshi gave a small smile,

"Oh my god, can the two of you take your subtle flirting elsewhere please? I haven't had enough caffeine to deal with this." I sighed, making the two boys go bright red as they started blurting out excuses, but it quickly ended with us three adults laughing our heads off and the two of them looking incredibly embarrassed,

"Apparently we're all gay here! Wait your gay right Kaminari?" Hizashi asked, 

"I'm bisexual...?" He replied, looking slightly wary at whatever our reaction would be,

"Oh, well we still all like guys!" my husband restated, making us all laugh once again.

The laughter was so pure that I almost forgot the situation we were in.