Life Of A Fat Girl

33

- weeks later
Aaeriel
" you sure about this ? " My mama asked pulling up to the abortion clinic I nodded my head

Deep down I wanted to keep my baby but on the other end I'm only 17 I can't take care of a baby right now I'm too young I have a life to live. There's still stuff I want to do while I'm young and kid free. I just hope I don't regret my decision later on in life

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" You okay ? " My mom asked as I got into the car, I broke out into tears thinking about what I've just done

" why didn't you tell me I lost my other baby ? " I cried

" Von didn't tell you " she said rubbing my shoulder

" Riri you were still in the hospital recovering from being sh- " She continued

" So that means don't tell me about it? " I cut her off

" Cause I don't remember neither one of yall telling me " I added

" Calm down Aaeriel " She spoke

" You just don't understand Ma " I cried

" 2 of my babies gone " I continued

" I just feel worthless " I thought to myself

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" bitch I seen him in the party the other day that nigga was choosing! " Liyah spoke

" is he still with India? " Kayla asked

" he told me that he don't even know that girl " Liyah said

" yall heard about Von? " Liyah added

" what about Von ? " I shot my head up

" girl you aint been talking all day but when you hear Von name you start speaking " Kayla laughed

" but no what happened? " Kayla asked

" yall aint hear him and some other dudes just got locked up for murder " Liyah said

"  stop lying " I said

" I'm dead serious, yall don't watch the news? " She asked

" hell no we don't watch the news so how much time he facing? " Kayla asked

" I don't know but he gotta be facing some yearsss " She dragged

"  here go his mugshot " She turned the phone towards us

"  Riri don't be getting all emotional you know how you get " Kayla spoke

" I'm not about to cry " I spoke

" I hope he get out soon though " I added

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" Aaeriel, you have to eat something baby " My mom spoke coming into my room

" I'm not hungry " I told her

Truth is I've been depressed for a while now I haven't been eating much now which makes me lightheaded, but I don't mind I need to lose weight anyway

" Well, I'm going to the store I'll be back later, I'll bring you something back " she told me leaving my room

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" You should've told me you had a girlfriend " I told him over facetime

" you can't even trip, you had a boyfriend " He spoke