Studio lovers

[25]

Hyunjin's pov

What was that?

"Jinnie, are you ok? You barely got any sleep yesterday." Felix said as he slowly grew worried

It was early in the morning, 7am to be exact. He wasn't lying, I couldn't sleep so I didn't sleep. It had been a day since I had that oddly specific dream

What did it mean?

"Y-Yeah I'm fine. I guess I just had a lot on my mind" I said as I shrugged off the weird thought

I sat up from my bed and rested my head in my hands as my head was still pounding from a gruesome headache

"You ok?"

"Yeah I'm fine. Go down so long, I'll be there in a minute"

I watched as the boy left the room, leaving me alone with my thoughts

What the fuck was that?

"What the fuck was that?"

...

"There you are! You're lucky I just finished making breakfast!" Changbin yelled as he set the full plates on the table

I let out a heavy sigh as I sat myself down next to Lix and Seungmin. Without hesitation, I stuffed my mouth with fluffy pancakes

"You ok?" Jeongim said before shoving a whole pancake in his mouth in one go

I nodded and continued to eat

The rest of the boys continued on with their conversations while I kept eating, sparing Felix a few glances here and there

He looked worried but I don't blame him. I'd be worried too if I were him. I want to tell him but something just doesn't seem right. I fear I'll just get more anxious if I tell him

Within a few minutes I had already finished my food, leaving me to be the only one with an empty plate

I stood from my chair and walked to the kitchen with the plate in hand. I opened the tap and let the water run on my hand until I felt it was the right temperature

As I washed my plate and my fork and knife I could hear what the conversation the others were having

"What about swimming?"

"I don't know, swimming isn't really my thing"

"Come on Minnie, it'll be fun!"

"Yeah! I'll even promise to not try to purposefully drown you this time!"

"You better not be lying Binnie or else I'll chop your balls off. But yeah fine"

"YAY!"

"Its still early Ji, you can't be screaming in my ear"

"Sorry Lix"

"What about you Hyun? You gonna join us?"

I turned to the boys, Felix giving me the biggest puppy eyes ever to be seen. I couldn't say no, only heartless demons would say no to that

Yeah go swimming. You love swimming.
It'll help you loosen up and have fun

"Alriiight! We'll go in an hour, it's not good to swim after eating!" Seungmin said as he jumped up and down with Jeongin

The others went back to their rooms after washing their dishes, leaving Felix and I alone at the table

We sat there in complete silence, the only thing being heard were Felix's soft breaths as he rested his head on my shoulder

The moment was sincere. The silence wasn't awkward in my opinion, it was something I needed at that moment

"So are you planning on telling me what's wrong?"

Felix lifted hid head off of me and looked me dead in the eyes. His expression reeked of worry and sadness

I can't keep it away from him for too long or else it'll just make us both even more anxious

I took a deep breath and help it in my chest for a bit until it started to hurt. I shut my eyes and took another breath

"I might just be overreacting because I tend to be too dramatic and overthink alot but that's not the point. Ok...I had a dream. And it was about you. It wasn't a wet dream though. It was more...saddening. I'm not really sure what was happening b-but I was begging you to stay a-and all of a sudden we started screaming...at eachother. And...and you left...you left me. On the floor. Crying"

Those words alone were enough to bring a waterfall of tears pouring down both of our faces

I could feel my shaky hands being clasped my Felix's also shaky ones

Was this a good idea?

Did I make the right decision?

"A-And I guess...I guess I just got really scared. I didn't mean to overreact I swear. I-I know you didn't die or anything bad but...but it just h-hurt, you know? I didn't want you to leave and you...you were crying too"

Felix cupped my cheeks in his hands and as planted a soft kiss on my lips. I kissed back slightly, it was something I need

"Stop apologizing for overreacting because you weren't. I would've reacted the same, hell, I'd lock myself in that room and cry my eyes out"

I looked into his glossy eyes and couldn't help but smile at the cute toothy smile on his face. My head fell on his chest as he rubbed circles onto my back

I wrapped my arms around his waist as I sobbed into his chest, leaving wet stains on his hoodie

"I'll never leave you side Hyunjin. I care about you too much to do that. It might sound cheesy but I'm too in love with you to allow myself to ever be separate from you and I promise

I promise we'll last past high school"

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