The title says all that's really necessary, this is just a compilation of random things I've written. There's not a specific theme, they're not really related, I just write things when I get an idea. Some of these (specifically some poems) have actu...
Just my journey of questioning my gender/sexuality, idk (this is copy/pasted from my notes app). Every paragraph is a different update, so this was written over time.
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I am asexual, although I guess there are many types of asexuality. As far as I can tell, I am aegosexual and maybe also reciprosexual, though I'm not too sure about the second one.
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So turns out I am genderfluid, asexual, pan-romantic, and reciproromantic. And I am still aeogosexual, but saying asexual is easier than saying aegosexual so whatever.
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Another update: I'm genderfluid, reciprosexual, and pan-romantic! Saying "reciprosexual" is easier than saying "asexual and reciproromantic", and it's also more accurate. And still slightly aegosexual, but I don't focus on that one quite as much because it's not as prominent as the other three.
And speaking of genderfluid, two things: 1, my phone still thinks genderfluid isn't a word, but it's started suggesting "genderfluid" when I type "gen", which I think is funny. And 2, I want to make pronoun things for my bracelet. Like, little tags with "she" "he" and "they" on them, that I can clip onto the bracelet I always wear. I think it would be fun to try :)
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Update: I did that 🙃 💗🤍💜🖤💙
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The one on the far left (the one on the bracelet) is a genderfluid flag, and the letters on it represent my two names. The "M" (which is actually an upside-down W since I didn't have any M's) stands for Madeleine (my "girl" name), and the "Z" stands for Zane (my "boy" name).
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Yet again, another update: I'm actually a specific kind of genderfluid: demifluid (or demigenderfluid). That basically means that part of my gender changes, but part of it stays the same. For me, what stays the same is non-binary (so I'm always okay with they/them pronouns), but I can still feel like other genders as well. Also, I'm still pan-romantic/reciprosexual, but I'm also skoliosexual, which means I'm more attracted to not-cis people (e.g., non-binary, trans).
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Hmm, more update I think I might be majority non-binary- Like, sometimes it'll change but there's just always the enby part yk? I mean, still genderfluid but I think the label I'm gonna go with from here on out is non-binary, it works and it's less difficult to explain, and I'm pretty happy with that label. If anyone really wants to know, they could just ask and I'd go into more detail, but enby is good for right now! (They/Them)
Also, I changed the bracelet again:
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