—hospital room
quietly working one handedly at her laptop, she was really losing it. ending up with one too many beats and compilation of lyrics that mostly didn't make sense in the first place. her normal stress response was to clean or redo her room, yet here she was forced to making music because cleaning was excessive movement.
excessive movement this, excessive movement that. all she wanted to do was fucking around and move like a madman. for fuck sakes, she hung out with the dreamies whenever mark was around, she knew her fair share of madness already. she needed to rest and recover as fast as possible. that was what she was busy dealing with, and man was it not pretty. it was exhausting acting like she was feeling any better than before.
she was, one, still in pain. two, stilling having some bruising, and three, still in fucking pain. on a scale of 1 to 10, one being a scratch and 10 being absolute pain receptors going wild. she would say this pain was a good 11 on the scale. really not feeling the sarcasm too well, pain was gonna be her 13th reason.
hitting the side of her head, she sighed, completely losing it to all of this. she wanted to be on stage, she wanted to laugh with her members. she wanted to be the leader that was so loved by the fans. all she ever did was work for the joy of others. her debut wasn't even that long ago. yet she was already fucking injured. and that damned injury made her miss her first win.
hunching over on the table she was using for her laptop, she couldn't take this sudden isolation. she needed to be out there, she needed that attention that made her work harder than she already was. it was like she was stripped of the one thing she lived life for. it was the type of isolation that you wished to go away, knowing that it wasn't going to.
3 months. that was the time she needed to endure to be considered healed. but she would have soreness from time to time that she would have to deal with from then on. this was soul crushing and it really ruined the motivation that she had to continue practicing.
—group chat
fake girls 🥵
mommy - seokyu
inyeop lover - junko
thing 1 - kimberly
thing 2 - yvonne
cat in the hat - soomin
atm - yanyu
thing 2
UNNIEEE
I MISS YOU
I LVOE YOU
atm
please stop hugging me kimberly unnie
thing 1
WHY THO
inyeop lover
just filmed a tiktok with sunoo sunbae
and o_o
wow.. that boy..
he's younger than me 😭😭
thing 2
YOU FILMED A TIKTOK WITHOUT
ME???
mommy
can someone make sure komu is fed
please
and to take him out on a walk.
thank you
thing 1
I CALL IT WHEN I GET HOME
thing 2
BITCH WHAT
ABSOLUTELY NOT
I WILL WRECK YOUR SHIT
KOMU IS MY BABY
thing 2
AAABBSOLJTRLY NOT
YOURE DONE
atm
i..
already did it......
thing 1
...
this is now a yanyu hate page
mommy
i have some samples of songs we can use
for the upcoming comeback
i'm sending it here rn
theres a lot
tell me which ones you guys want as a
full song and i'll finish them and send it
to prod
audio file attached (17)
