Chapter 39 • Her worst nightmare

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Sebastian Knight

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Sebastian Knight

It's been two months now and she still didn't woke up, tomorrow I will be out of the hospital and I will finally be able to kill my parents once and for all.

Everyone had left to grab dinner as I lay next to Rosa on her bed, my arms were wrapped around her gently to not hurt her as my chin rested on the top of her head.

"I know that you can hear me, Rose, come on baby wake up" I whispered softly, this might be a lie but I'm talking to her because the doctor assured us that now she can hear us. Without giving any reaction since her body is still too weak and needs more treatments.

"Just fight a little bit more, for me, love, please" I bite the inside of my cheek when my voice cracked, my eyes began to tear up as I kissed her temple gently.

There was a knock on the door as I rubbed my eyes removing the tears before fixing my voice, "Come in" I spoke tightening my hold around Rosa slightly not to hurt her.

The doctor entered and when he saw us a smile appeared on his face, "You know, none of the couples we ever received had ever stayed together like this, they waited until one of them was completely fine" He said looking through some files in his hand.

I turned my head back to Rosa as I ran my fingers through her hair, "So, tomorrow you will finally be
free Mr.Knight" The doctor smiles and I hum, not taking my eyes off the beauty in my arms.

He places the files on the table before walking toward Rosa's side and checking the small TV that showed her health information. "Everything seems under control, her body is reacting positively with our treatments" He sighs before changing the liquid of the IV.

"I wanted to talk to you about, her leg condition" my body tenses at his words and I sat up straight, "What? What is it? Tell me" I asked worriedly.

"As you know the bullets were too much on her legs. And it wasn't any normal bullets, I didn't tell her family about this since they looked like they will murder me if I said anything more than what I said to them" He takes a deep breath before continuing.

"The bullets had a layer of poison buried inside of it. If the bullets were normal there would be a chance that she can walk again. And I'm not saying that she can't but she will go through so much to get the ability to walk again" My hands curl into fists at his words.

"We will try to use the same treatment we used for the bullet that went through her chest. It might take longer since she was wearing a bulletproof vest to protect the area but her legs didn't. But there is a real law chance for her to walk again"

"And also as I said, she will go through so much. And her mental health will also be really bad, I'm just saying this because this is the only way for her to walk again" I clenched my jaw as my hands began to shake.

"You know that she can hear you right?" I asked as my hold on Rosa tightens slightly. "I know sir, it's the best way for her to be prepared for the whole situation. Trust me, I have dealt with conditions like these before" He sighs and walks toward me.

"If I just can take all of this away" I whispered looking at her, "She will need all the help she can possibly get from you and her family" He pats my shoulder, "I will come back to check on you in a few hours"

"Thanks" I sigh and leaned my head against the pillow when I heard the door closed I bite my lip as I screamed in anger, guilt, and sadness.

Why wasn't I the one going through this? I'm the one who was supposed to go through this and not her! She was everything good and kind in this world so why would something like this happen to her?!

I knew very well that she is going through her worst nightmare, she didn't want to be trained because she knew she would be a target for the other mafias. But she also knew if she didn't pay attention to the fact that she is a Mafia princess, she would live a normal life.

Until I decide to fucking kidnap her and make her my weakness. Something that all of my enemies are craving to have on me, she was in danger and when she came with me this happened to her.

Fuck–I can't keep doing this to her, I'm being too selfish.

I want her for myself, I didn't even think about the time she got kidnapped and how she is fighting for her life right now. If you just see through all this like I do you will see that all of this happened when she became with me.

When she was alone with her family she wouldn't have been like this. She is safer there, her family is two whole mafias who can protect her more than I can.

I just don't know what to do, wait until she wakes up and has a talk with her that she shouldn't be with me anymore for her although it will be hell for me. Or just leave tomorrow.

But I can't, I can't leave her like this without any explanation. I know exactly how it feels to be left behind when she left me but she had a reason.

And I won't let my reason be as stupid as 'I just want you to be safe' like this doesn't make any sense.

I need a talk with Anastasia and Silas about this.

I let out a groan before resting my chin on top of Rosa's head. My father was right about how I'm cursed, it shows now.

What happened to Rosa when she get back with me proves it, how Alejandro got tortured because he wanted to stay with me also proves it. And when Ares get tortured it did it to me.

I bite the inside of my cheek to stop the sob from escaping my lips before I kissed her forehead, letting my lips linger for as long as I can to stop the cries from escaping my lips.

"You have no idea how much you mean to me, I love you so much that words can't describe. But...I don't know what to do" I drop my head into the crook of her neck as soft sobs left my lips.

I love her...but I also can't see her going through this knowing it's all because of me.


This chapter is a bit sad but trust me the book is getting closer to some sort of happiness.

But I hope everyone is enjoying my writing so far, pls don't forget to vote and comment to give me some motivation to write a new chapter.

Love you,

Mira <3

Mira <3

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