A Chapter Named C [pt.2]

Inner dialogue pt.2

"I miss him"
"What is he up to right now?"
"I wonder if he's working morning shift"
"No, it's gotta be night shift"
"Did he look at my picture yet?"
"I wonder if he knows i look at his
immediately after he posts"
"I doubt he cares"
"I bet he's with his brother right now"
"I hope he's smiling"
"I wish I could make him laugh again"
"My p\hone went off, is it him?"
"Foolish stupid girl..."
"Of course it's not him"
"What if he's talking to someone new?"
"I hope there isn't someone else..."
"That's why i cried myself to sleep again,
Thinking of him touching another woman's skin"
"How do I do this? Is he okay? Does he care I'm not alright?"
"I bet he doesn't even think about me anymore"
"No, he's gotta be much happier without me"
"Is it my fault? I did drive him away..."
"No! Stop that"
"He made his choices, that's not on you"
"It's not my fault"
"It's not my fault"
"It's not my fault"
"But...what if..?"

[5/19/2022]