A Chapter Named C [pt.2]

The truth

I wish I could see your mind
Know everything you think about
Watch all your memories
Feel all your feelings
I want to know the truth about her
What happened the night
You asked to go up to her room
To say goodnight one last time?
What were you doing when
She wanted to say goodbye to you
And you disappeared for over an hour?
What were you thinking
Every single time she texted you
Every single time she flirted
Every single time you let her
Every single time you lied to me
Every single time you called me crazy
Every single time you encouraged her
Every time you told her personal things
Every time you paid her more attention
What were you thinking?
What were you fucking thinking?
I need to know the truth
Dive into your mind and drag it out
But I'm afraid to actually find it
I know the truth is always going to hurt
No matter how much of it I find

[5/23/2022]