Ink Addict #8

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I went about my daily schedule. Wake up, put up more of my so called lord's cutouts, play my beloved banjo to the lost ones, clean minimally, take a break which usually means talking to Norman, sleep.
I'm getting seriously tired if Bendy not accepting my offerings, he kills me instead and I just respawn from the ink.

He said he will set me free but I think he's lying. I'm going to stop putting out the cutout, he won't do anything anyway. No one ever sees him anymore except for when Henry plays 'The End'.

I remember a few loops ago Henry called a truce with me and asked to team up to stop this game.
I'm still not sure if he was being serious or if he is setting a trap for me.

I'd like for this all to end, I could get out of here, maybe start a new life with some handsome stranger, adopt a cat or two..but I'm only one person.
Maybe I should take him up on his offer..

The only part of my day I truly enjoy is taking a break with Norman and sipping on of my hip flask. Norman thinks I should stop drinking ink but it's just so good, I can't stop.

He always says "Sammy that stuff will hurt your body, make your brain all fuzzy and not in the good way" I mimicked Normans voice as I quoted him.
I know the ink isn't good for me, Norman calls me an 'Ink Addict'.

I know he only says the things he does because he cares but I'm a grown man, and we can't even die down here to begin with!
I should be able to drink the only thing I can down here with out his constant nagging, I appreciate his concern but it's pointless.
Nothing down where effects our bodies, we always respawn if we die or get healed if we're damaged.

I swear he's like my mother, except he doesn't drink or make me clean everything.
And he sounds better, his voice makes me happy.

Hell if we weren't crushing on two different people we'd date.
We're very touchy feely people, down here we had to be touchy feely with each other to not get lonely.

I'm not talking about sex I mean hand holding, cuddling and maybe the occasional kiss. We both agree that sex was out of the question.

Neither of us felt that connection to each other like the connection couples have.
If we had felt that with each other then we would have had sex no doubt. No guarantee it would have been good but we would have tried.

Now that I think about it we probably would have felt bad after because like I said before we're both crushing on someone else.

Neither of them would ever be down here unless they're stupid enough to accept Joey's letter. I hope they weren't stupid at least.

Oh Normans calling me now, I can hear his radio like voice calling me for my break.
I just need to fill up my flask. . .

A/n
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