forever

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it was now 4:08am. i couldn't sleep. my thoughts took over. maybe i said to much. i should've asked. and i knew, that what i need to do is ask. i got zero sleep. i just got up and went to the bathroom. i brushed my teeth and washed my face with cool water. i went downstairs and made coffee. i went outside and sat there, watching the view, but zoning out in my thoughts.

i was there, just thinking and drinking my coffee. i soon hear footsteps but didn't bother to look. it was jacob. he walked over and sat next to me.

jacob: i thought you would go back and actually try to get some rest

y/n: you knew i wasn't asleep?

jacob: yes. look i'm sorry, i didn't expect you to see it or care.

y/n: jacob, of course i would care. i wouldn't want you to do that and it being my fault. i should've asked before getting all mad. which is what i should do, what did happen? why did you cheat?

jacob: i didn't cheat. i was forced.

y/n: forced?

jacob: forced. i said no. she just kept coming all up in my business. before you came into my room, she walked in. she got on my bed and didnt get off. i tried my hardest. 

y/n: you should've told me 

jacob: it was to hard. 

i noticed jacob tearing up. 

jacob: i'm gonna go now

before he could even walk off i hugged him. i hugged him tight. all i felt was his tear drops. i then felt his warm, cozy arms wrapping me. 

y/n: you shouldn't be the one to apologize. it should be me.

i said into his arms.

y/n: i should've asked and i didn't. i'm sorry for ignoring you and everything i did. 

jacob: don't be.you didn't know

y/n: no, i should be sorry. i'm always here for you and always will be by your side. forever.

i pulled away from the hug and looked into his eyes. tears running down his face. god my heart was broken seeing him cry. 

y/n: it hurts to see you cry

i say whipping his tears

jacob: i'm sorry

y/n: don't be. it's not your fault.

we went back inside. we went to my room and i layed in bed on my phone. i noticed that jacob felt better. god. i knew i messed things up. and i knew that i wanted to be with him. badly. maybe i should tell him. maybe i shouldn't. what if he doesn't feel the same way anymore. jacob then came and laid next to me. 

jacob: you should try to sleep y/n

y/n: jacob

jacob: yes?

we made eye contact. damn, the butterflies i got. 

y/n: what if i told yo-

before i could finish. his lips crashed into mine. the best feeling was to know that he felt the same way. 

jacob: oh my, i-i'm so sorry 

y/n: don't be. i was going to ask the same, 

i kissed him one more time.

jacob: so your mine again.

y/n: yours forever

jacob smiled. grateful to call him mine again.

it was now 9am and everyone was up.

mia: we should go to the beach.

y/n: we should

bryce: alright i'm down

everyone else: same here

i went upstairs and got ready. we headed off to the beach.

jacob: let's go into the water

y/n: but the water might be cold

jacob: ugh. do i have to do this the hard way?

y/n: no...

before i knew it jacob picked me up and ran to the water. 

jacob: you were saying it's cold huh?

y/n: i...

jacob laughed. he put me in and we played around with the rest of the members too. we took pics and everything. 

my smile was real this time, i enjoyed being with him. he was the one. right on sunset, he brought me in and kissed me. mia got a perfect picture. he then threw me in the air and mia as well took a picture. i love jacob with all my heart. he always knows when i'm ok and when i'm not. he's the one. he's perfect. i love you jacob. forever, it will always be you. no one can make me smile the way you make me smile.

i love you.


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